I thank the few nice friends who have contributed so much to my ipod songs. it has gone up to 1110++ mel is very grateful. treat you guys chocolate next time yeah.
okie. today 50th anniversary. 50th laps. the dear library president was sitting at the table. holding up this big sign "LOOK HERE" with a big arrow pointing downwards. (supposed to be pointing at the books on the table) how smart! clap clap. mel's invention!
we sold about 20 books i think. out of the 8 boxes. and SOMEONE was supposed to buy all the books yeah mel is kind and nice girl. 50% discount.
lydia, i love that shirt okay! we must wear it next time we go out together. EVERYTIME I THINK OF YOU, I SMILE. :D
CHOCOLATE COATED MEMORIES. the new band name. not emo. we are a happy band.
i can't wait for bbq man! woo! marshmallows! marshmallows! marshmallows!
songs that are nice: (1) plain white t's - hate ( i really don't like you) **** (2) plain white t's - you and me **** (3) red jumpsuit apparatus - face down **** (4) red jumpsuit apparatus - atrophy *** (5) linkin park - in the end ****
WOO! metal and rock is nice man! I love screamos. EVELYNN! scream!
oh gosh, i'm sleepy yet so high. night night folks
♥ MEL
6:43 AM
♥ Friday, August 24, 2007
heyhey
no more emo posts. i'm now a happy kid.
the last post wasn't supposed to be a sad one okay. supposed to tell the whole world that i'm no longer sad.
okay, wait. i think i'm still emo. (WITHOUT THE EMO FRINGE)
damn damn damn. so idiotic okay. can't cam whore le. unless i wanna look like some gothic chick or whatever. i dunno. but i sorta think that i look extremely gothic in black clothings. heh
SECRET! must watch again
i'm a stupid corrupted president. been bribed with 2 bars of chocolate. ahh. what's wrong with me. i'm supposed to be an honest happy and responsible president. oh god. i must resist chocolate!!! ((:
♥ MEL
5:51 AM
♥ Monday, August 13, 2007
heyhey
tomorrow is a sad day i don't know what's wrong with me okay. i don't wanna be emo anymore. but the thing is... it all happened so fast. i didn't have time to react. i didn't feel like crying at all.
people say... when you're feeling sad, you should cry your heart out. HAH. it's a big joke. and the thing is... my heart is broken, i'm still trying to get over it. and i absolutely can't force any tears out.
It all happened within a month. you were like a passing car. and when i was hoping i could get into the car which i hoped would be better than the previous car, you pushed me out of it.
OH SHIT. this sounds so like literature. and i'm allergic to lit. argh.
okay. the thing is... i'm not going to brood over a broken relationship. i'm not going to brood over a passing someone. people come and go... and i'll make new friends!
YOU are not going to waste my time ever again. "WE CAN STILL BE FRIENDS". sorry. i don't believe in that anymore. once we're broken, we shall never speak to each other again. we shall never interfere with what each other are doing.
whatever new girlfriend you have, i'm not gonna care.
I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE. I'VE LET GO OF YOU.
I won't cry and i'll move on! ((:
for those people who are afraid i might climb up a ladder and jump down to kill myself, or slash myslef with my maths test paper, or chop my head off by slamming the dustbin lid over my head. nah, i'm not gonna kill myself.
no black nails. they spoil my nails. NAILS NEEDA BREATHE... (that's true okay!)
MEL IS A HAPPY KID! though quite stressed.
this part is reagarding CCA:
AHH!!! the booksale how????????????????????? you guys wanna torture your president issit??
ANNOUNCEMENT: this wednesday have meeting. at about 3. committee members meet at 3.30. got meeting with teacher-in-charge. and then we needa discuss senoirs farewell and book sale! oh wait, we still got loads more things to discuss.
mel is slow and stressed today )):
♥ MEL
11:26 PM
♥ Saturday, August 11, 2007
heyhey
mel is dying. mel can't wait to paint her nails black again!
OH NO! why am i getting so emo again.
ANYWAY, i need to get this out. i'm irritated with myself for getting confused about it.
Beginning with a part of the song 'long way to go' by the click five:
If we stayed together, it could get worse and maybe it could get better. you and i still got a long way to go
Firstly, there's no more way to go. we're broken. and so is my heart.
i'm sorry, you know who you are. i am officially over you.
"when i'm gone, don't be sad for long" from 'when i'm gone' by the click five
secondly, i still don't understand why we broke. i mean, i can wait. what's your problem??
ARGH! this is infuriating.
thirdly, there are stuff i wanna clarify. hope we can talk soon.
AHH. anyway, i don't even think you will read this. so, who cares.
song reccomendations:
(1) Broken - secondhand serenade
sigh... not thinking straight.
ANOREXIA ALERT! i'm starting to eat little again. hmm... good news or bad news?
♥ MEL
6:11 AM
♥ Saturday, August 04, 2007
heyhey
why is life like this? why does life seem meaningless? can someone tell me the answers?
songs i'd recomend: 1) when i'm gone (the click five) 2) it's not your fault (new found glory) 3) who am I (new found glory)
the world is a sad sad sad sad sad one...
here are the nice lyrics to the recommended songs:
it's not your fault (new found glory)
it was a cold california even in the summer she was wrapped in a blanket by the pool there were rapid statements about life commitments a sense of heat that I couldn't bare to touch, I couldn't bare it it's not your fault so please stop your crying now there was a staring in seclusion a fine tuned way of motion a face wrapped for a suitor the sound of hearts pumping at the same beat coming round the corner in almost all directions a sense of heat that I couldn't bare to touch no I couldn't bare it now you wait for something to cure this well I'm here under your down pour
Who Am I (new found glory)
Don't say it'll stay this way forever I'm afloat in the ocean trying not to sink I'm a crack in the asphalt you walk by in the street I'm a falling star you'll never see The lash in your eye, the I in team So Who am I? Don't say it'll stay this way forever Don't say it'll stay this way forever I'm the lesson you'll never learn The sickness that was never your concern I'm the big suprise at the end of the night The bridge in the gap, the corner of your mind So Who am I? Don't say it'll stay this way forever Don't say it'll stay this way forever Don't say it'll stay this way forever (you dont know, you dont dont, you never know) Don't say it'll stay this way forever (you dont know, you dont dont, you never know) I'm holding on Yes I am Careful what i wish for I am the knot in your stomach The phlegm in the your throat The message saying your not home Don't say it'll stay this way forever (you dont know, you dont dont, you never know) Don't say it'll stay this way forever (you dont know, you dont dont, you never know) I'm afloat in the ocean trying not to sink
if you want more recommendations of sad songs, do approach me. (:
♥ MEL
2:01 AM
♥ Wednesday, August 01, 2007
heyhey
haven't had time to change url yet.
don't worry, i will. soon.
yup yup.
life sucks. but we move on.
sigh...
join the black parade. i'm the leader.
time for EMO!
a nice and sad song by sean kingston (beautiful girl) this song has BEAUTIFUL LYRICS yup yup. here's a verse:
See it started at the park Used to chill at the dark Oh when you took my heart That's when we fell apart Cause we both thought That love lasts forever (lasts forever) They say we're too young To get ourselves sprung Oh we didn't care We made it very clear And they also said That we couldn't last together (last together)
♥ MEL
10:56 PM
ME ♥
MEL THE GREAT ♥
how many great people on earth do you know?
MELMELMEL ♥
17yo.
09.01.1992.
pei chun public school. class of 2004.
cedar girls seconday school. class of 2008.
anderson junior college. class of 2010.
