won't you love me too. it's as simple as that ♥

♥ Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
And when the memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away
Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

YOU SAID WE WERE THE SAME

that song...
is straitjacket feeling by the all american rejects.

lyrics are really nice.
the strumming is awesome.

but whenever i listen to it,
a wave of sadness overcomes.
really, i don't know why. but that just happens.

for the people who have once been really important to me or are still important to me, there is a song that will always remind me of them.

here's the list: (sorry to those not mentioned here. maybe you could try sending me songs?)

evelynn -- a lonely september by plain white t's and face down by red jumpsuit apparatus [my tablemate rocks!]

reuben -- 一路向北 by 周杰伦 [don't ask me why. it just does!]

siying -- my heroine by silverstein [maybe cos of that 'dad thought you were taking drugs' incident? haha]

denise -- cable car by the fray [your colour-me tone?]

lydia -- 4ever by the veronicas [love ya forever, bestie! (: ]

caleb -- the unwinding cable car by anberlin [hmm, was kinda hard to pick out which one reminded most, cos there are quite a few, including the reliant k ones (: ]

my BRO -- between empty spaces by the sophomore attempt [be glad there's even a song that reminds me of you. haha, be nice to your sis! (: ]

WE WERE DIFFERENT

okay, for your information. there are actually many other people i wanted to feature in the list above, but i didn't wanna make things awkward between us.

and and, stop asking which bro i'm refering to in my posts.
cos well, i have quite a number of brothers and sisters :D
it's fun to have so many siblings cos you can bully them!

i was just kidding.
when you have a brother or sister, you feel safer and more loved.
cos as a brother\sister, they will care for you as if you are really related by blood.

YOU SMILE IN YOU SLEEP

okay. i'm going back on the topic of superficial again.

i disagree with what alot of people say.

most people will say:
girls don't like guys who are geeky or geeky looking.

that applies to some people but not to all.

ERM.
HANG ON A SEC
i'm not talking about myself. leave me out of this.
i'm only stating in general.

but really, for instance, my SIS watches tv, sees a geeky looking guy. and she'll be all 'yucks, who would wanna go out with him'
another SIS would go 'hey, he's kinda cute'

black emo glasses the new trend?
'yar. it's damn ugly la. when guys wear they look damn nerd' quoted from somebody whose name shall not be stated.
here's another:
XX says: 'i dig guys who wear that kind of specs. so cute. is that called a fetish?'

see the difference?
you might be thinking that the first girl is merely stating facts.
okay, maybe yeah.
but note the 'damn ugly' and 'damn nerd'
HAHA.
hey, i'm not picking on you, friend (you know who you are)

as for XX,
she's crazy over guys in specs. seriously.
i don't think anything is wrong with her. she's being honest.
okay, the first girl was being honest too.
but XX isn't superficial. (hey! i praised you! buy me lolly!)
she goes for character more than looks.

well, err. my two friends, please don't get angry at me if any of these offends you.
HAHA.
i'm just using it as a source to prove my point:
MOST PEOPLE ARE SUPERFICIAL.

YOU WON'T LET ME DOWN

crap, what's with all these superficial thing man. i've been going on and and on about for 2 posts already.
okay, i promise i'll stop talking about it.

HAHA. at least you know what, i ain't emo anymore.

erm, okay. that's cos i'm writing this in the afternoon.
normally when i do posts at night i will become really emo and you'll see things like 'kill me'

is this something called mood swings?
haha, really. normally i'm okay in the day, listening to happy songs by amber pacific, we the kings, the academy is and so on.

at night, it's all anberlin, silverstein, red jumpsuit apparatus and hawthorne heights. emo is for nighttime.

YOU LIE...

hungry again.

song of today: SMILE IN YOUR SLEEP - silverstein

♥ MEL

10:06 PM