STARRY NIGHT
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Monday, November 26, 2007
GOODBYE SEEMS SO SORE...
have you ever said goodbye to someone?
someone you're so close to, you even loved him\her
like when you see this close friend, you wave hi.
the person just walks away.
walks away from you.
walks away from your life.
FOREVER.
okay. maybe not forever.
but the feeling hurts.
i've lost 2 friends within the past 4months.
really.
and the feeling sucks.
and worst of all.
when every song in your ipod seems to remind you of that person.
ahh well, i'm only 15. life moves on.
and i guess i gotta make new friends again.
been listening to alot of hardcore lately.
the only songs that don't remind me of anyone.
but it makes me feel really bad.
i don't wanna emo.
but those songs make me feel emo.
can't help it.
WISH I COULD FORGET YOU...
have you ever thought about stabbing yourself cos you think too much?
have you ever wanted to kill yourself cos you feel stupid that you felt like stabbing yourself cos you think too much?
seriously. i have those thoughts most of the time.
and i swear i'm not emo.
really.
man. sometimes i can't help it.
sometimes i just think too much.
WISH I COULD TAKE BACK EVERYTHING I DID...
i'm sorry.
sorry for everything.
my two friends.
i'm really really sorry.
FOR WHAT ITS WORTH by AMBER PACIFIC
I'm taking it in
I'm holding it back
I'm filling my lungs with the knife in my back
But you kept going on just to make me feel like this
Now that it's overI won't feel the same
A broken frame with our picture is wasted
I've thrown it away
Losing sight
You were all I had (all I can take...)
I guess the jokes on me
We missed our chance
I won't forget
As time will only tell where to go (Time will only tell where you go)Though I wish that you weren't breathing
I still just can't believe
You're gone...
And I was looking for something
But I came up with nothing
Not a reason to leave or let this out
But you kept going on
Just to make me feel like this
Now that it's over
I won't feel the same
A broken friendship was worth it
I'll scrap any thoughts with your name
Still I long for you to stay
I take back anything
We missed our chance
I won't forget
As time will only tell where to go (Time will only tell where you go)Though I wish that you weren't breathing
I still just can't believe
You're gone...
We missed our chance
I won't forget
As time will only tell where to go (Time will only tell where you go)Though I wish that you weren't breathing
I still just can't believe
You're gone...
We missed our chance
I won't forget
As time will only tell where to go (Time will only tell where you go)Though I wish that you weren't breathing
I still just can't believe
You're gone...
♥ MEL
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09.01.1992.
pei chun public school. class of 2004.
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