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STARRY NIGHT

Saturday, December 22, 2007

heyhey everyone.

new blogskin and hopefully, less emo?

oh boy.
i don't know what's going in my head.
but i really need to erase those stupid thoughts.

yesterday was bad.
seriously.

i couldn't get to sleep.
was tossing and turning in my bed thousands of times.
thinking.
thinking.
and thinking.
thinking about the past.
and thinking stupid things.
finally, i started to cry.
crying.
crying real hard.
i couldn't control it.
and that was how i fell asleep.
crying.
crying myself to sleep.

that's only the beginning.

the nightmares....
they were horrible.
i woke up at 11.
sweating.
and really really freaked out.

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gosh. when will all these end?

♥ MEL
5:24 AM