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♥ Friday, February 01, 2008

I shouldn't love you
But I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
But I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you,
But I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
But I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to
Be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to have the feelings?
And look the other way
And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go.
(Just so you know)
This emptiness is killing me
I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there
Just never spoken I'm waiting here
Been waiting here
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
(Whoa, Just so you know,Whoa, Thought you should know)
I tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know

just so you know by jesse mccartney

this is a song i used to hate.
the song i cant stand.

but when i listened to it,
suddenly the words seem different.
i still feel emo listening to this.
but now i think i can stand it.
and the greatest nightmare of all....
i went "aww. so fast end" when the song ended ><

goshh. what is wrong with me....

i wake up hourly every morning.
thinking about you.
i cant get you off my head.
and i know we cant be together.
but i just cant forget you....

whats wrong with the world.
whats wrong with me.

if only there wasnt such a thing as love and pain

reminds me of a song that makes me wanna cry.
"what hurts the most"
sometimes you listen to songs that seems to reflect your life so coincidentally.
you listen to it over and over again, never getting sick of it.

sighh. when will this torture end....

i never planned on getting so involved in my non-existent love life ><
i tell everyone "yes. this year is the big Os. im going to study hard and not get involved in anything"
im not lying. but feelings are hard to control.

when you see your eye candy walking down the street.
you're tempted to say hi and start a conversation.
but you dont know if that eye candy has an eye candy of his own.
and you dont know what he likes to talk about.
and you dont know whether you're being an irritating goondoo whos gonna piss him off

shit. im sick of typing crap.
and im sick of being emo.

this blogskin aint emo.
its just..... black....?
and its tokio hotel.

so people, stop calling me an emo kid.
cos im trying my best to stay happy regardless of how "optimistic" i seem to be.

OHH. and maybe buy me the panic! at the disco newest album.
i bet that'll cheer me up.
hah! thats for sure.

nah. just kidding. im a retarded crazy love-sick idiot who doesnt know what i want and how to prioritise between studies and emotions.
zzzz

RETTE MICH!!!!

tadeedoos

♥ MEL

6:28 AM