won't you love me too. it's as simple as that ♥

♥ Saturday, March 29, 2008

bloody hell.
just realised i forgot to add tagboard.

now added le.
people who dont tag are freaking losers.
so, TAG.

damn ass.
meet the parents.
bloody hell.
woke up at 7?
was damn deprived of sleep.

was walking around like a zombie.
=.=
emo hair.

then,
genius me got caught by discipline mistress.
"girl, why you never tie up your hair?"

how stupid =.=

i do not want to tie my hair in school.
i do not want to cut my fringe.
i do not want to wear a long skirt.
i do not want to tuck in my blouse.
i do not want to be a freaking nerd.

i want to wear eyeliner!
eyeliner should be allowed in school!

woo!

today is crazy day 2.

toodles

(ps: no song of the day. busy playing with eyeliner! HAHA)

♥ MEL

6:44 AM

♥ Tuesday, March 25, 2008

I guess I could have sent a letter from the road,
with words that always meant more than updates on the phone.
The signal's fading fast and the ink is running out.
The words look good in pen, but sound better from my mouth.
Please hold me tightly, I don't care if I can breathe tonight.
Forget these lungs, their jealousy
I'm burning out, but I can't leave this all behind (leave this all behind)
Leave this all behind (leave this all behind)
Forget these lungs, their jealousy
I'm burning out, but I can't leave this all behind
Behind your back, talking like knives
And I can hardly breathe.
Sharpen your tongue the rest of your life,
like I cannot believe anything that you say.
Please hold me tightly, I don't care if I can breathe tonight.
Forget these lungs, their jealousy
I'm burning out, but I can't leave this all behind (leave this all behind)
Leave this all behind (leave this all behind)
Forget these lungs, their jealousy
I'm burning out, but I can't leave this all behind
So you're the fire and I'm the water.
I am the balance and you are the color.
I won't forget you when we're not together.
This is the ending, here's my surrender.
So you're the fire, I am the water.
I am the balance, you are the color.
I won't forget you when we're not together.
This is the ending, here's my surrender.
Please hold me tightly, I don't care if I can breathe tonight.
Forget these lungs, their jealousy
I'm burning out, but I can't leave this all behind (leave this all behind)
Leave this all behind (leave this all behind)
Forget these lungs, their jealousy
I'm burning out, but I can't leave

where can i stab myself in the ears by hawthorne heights

when i have kids next time,
i'll call them
AIDEN and ATTICUS.
awesome names.

but then again,
stupid me.
its like....
still so many years till i get married.
let alone have kids =.=

HAHA.
reuben, you so funny sia.
can you imagine a 10year old with big boobs =.=
xD HAHA.
anyways,
dont angry okay.
as in,
from your msg yesterday,
i have this feeling that you misunderstood me or something.
bear this in mind.
i may have many guy friends.
but i do not want to hurt any of their feelings kay ((:

ahh. PANIC! AT THE DISCO's album out now =D=D=D
i think.
they put it on their website and i hope they arent wrong about it
=.=
what am i saying man ._.

anyways, gotta go tuition le.

sorry for short post, people.
next time!
=D

toodles ((:

♥ MEL

1:03 AM

♥ Friday, March 21, 2008

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved
So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours
*scat*
I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours
no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)
well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...

i'm yours by jason mraz

have you ever walked into an mrt.
see an ah lian about sec 2.
she's wearing a tube dress.
oh. and she has boobs the size of my meimei
(note: meimei is primary 5)

then she starts checking out your boyfriend.
her eyes darting up and down.
she stares at you.

her face is horrible thick with make-up.
her heels are pretty high.
but the top of her head does not even reach my nose =.=

then she starts talking to her ugly friend.
who's clad in a oversized red teeshirt and a big purple belt.
yellow heels.
OUCH.

all the flipping of hair and laughing in a stupid retarded way,
it's getting on my nerves.
it's like....
she's trying to attract the attention of my boyfriend.

well. i am so not sorry that she's not catching his eye.
come on, she's probably 60kg.
her thighs are not say very skinny.
(oh great. i'm being mean and bitching about her)

she's definitely despo.
i mean, there are so many available guys for her.
hah. but well.
i can't blame her.
she probably can't find someone to like her.
that's why she's doing this to every guy.

okay.
back to the scene in the mrt.

then she starts pulling her tube dress lower.
like trying to show more cleavage.
come'n man!
what's there to see?
=.=
and then she lets out a little snort and starts giggling.
for no reason.

as more people enters the train,
she takes the chance to inch closer to him.
and this stupid smile forms on her face.

the train jerks a little.
he holds my hand.
and she tries to pretend to lose balance.
as if hoping he will catch her.

i think the train changed driver or something.
this driver was real lousy.
the train kept jerking.
boyfriend places protective arm over his girl.
ah lian looks irritated.

HAH!
best part was when both of us got off and he sent me home.
the look on the ah lian's face was priceless.
pouting with an uncanny resemblance to a chimpanzee.
or gorilla.
whatever.
she should have looked at her reflection.

aha.
enough bitching.

and sorry about the previous post.
so full of vulgarities.
so not me.
was too pissed.

HAHA.

toodles ((:

♥ MEL

6:25 AM

♥ Saturday, March 15, 2008

Those are all very beautiful words
But actions speak louder
In case you haven't heard, I'm all alone
While you're out on the town drinkin' with your friends
You can say all these beautiful things
But they don't mean nothing
No, they don't mean a thing
Gotta back it up
But you keep backing down
Tell me how this ends
If you think it's possible then anything is possible
But I think you're impossible
I hope you prove me wrong
You only call me after you've had a few
You only want to hang out when you've got nothing to do
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know
Same old thing happens every night
You get me going, and then you say goodbye
I'm heated up
And you just leave me there to take care of myself
Don't get mad, don't get all wound up
Just get your act together, or baby give it up
Just let me know if I should hit the road or if you want my help
If you think it's possible then anything is possible
But I think you're impossible
I hope you prove me wrong
You only call me after you've had a few
You only want to hang out when you've got nothing to do
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know
You only call me when there's no one around
You only wanna come up when you know I'm going down
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know
You gotta show me you mean it, if you really mean it
You're talking to me like you mean it, and I don't believe it
You only call me after you've had a few
You only want to hang out when you've got nothing to do
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know
You only call me when there's no one around
You only wanna come up when you know I'm going down
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know
You only call me after you've had a few (oh oh oh)
You only want to hang out when you've got nothing to do (oh oh oh)
Don't tell me you love me and act like you don't
Oh, if you really want me you just gotta let me know

friends dont let friends dial drunk by plain white t's

second post of the day.
overly bored i guess.

people who ignore text messages are ANNOYING.
and a couple of people did that today =.=
very irritating y'know!

plain white t's is kinda nice actually.
its cool.
some songs.
but today is hawk nelson day.
so, not gonna talk much bout plain white t's.
only some songs.

aint in a good mood now.

FREAKSHOW.
when can mothers stop being bitches.

why cant they just understand their daughters.

like come'n!
i wasnt even intending to start a fight.

WHICH IDIOT ASKED YOU TO ACT LIKE A SMART ASS!
i wasnt even trying to argue back, bitch.

shut the fuck up and stop trying to control my life.
next time you'll be telling me
"dont shit today" or "dont eat today"

might as well tell me "stop breathing!" "DIE!"

STOP CONTROLLING ME!

and stop trying to act like im treating you as shit.
you're forcing me okay!

STOP TALKING SHIT.
if you want to, go bitch about it to your friends (if you have any =.=)

♥ MEL

6:21 AM

♥ Friday, March 14, 2008

I walk the line, leave it all behind
I've been waiting forever
Let's go back in time when I could read your mind
Still I've been waiting
It took the seasons going by to know it's not my fault
I tried to be perfect
Tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger
Tried to be smarter
Tried to be everything but you
It's been so long since you've been home
I used to wait up forever
I used to say a prayer, wishing you were there
I'm still waiting
You told me once you'd show up, but I fell for that before
I fell to pieces then I woke up to no one
Just a picture of Jesus and a house left in pieces
It took the seasons going by to know it's not my fault
I tried to be perfect
Tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger
Tried to be smarter
Tried to be everything but you
I want you, I need you, I want to believe you
I want you, I need you, I want to believe you
I tried to be perfect
Tried to be honest
Tried to be everything but you
I tried to be perfect
Tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger
Tried to be smarter
Tried to be everything but you
I tried to be perfect
Tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger
Tried to be smarter
Tried to be everything but you

everything you ever wanted by hawk nelson

its a nice song.
all hawk nelson songs are nice ((:

i changed my mind.
i decided 'sorry' is a nice word.

the word 'sorry' can mend arguments and fights.
it ends hatred, anger and disappointment.

BUT
that word has to be used sincerely.

with sincerity, the person being apologised to will be touched.
and the one at fault will be forgiven ((:

okay, i might sound shallow or whatever.
who cares.

listen to hawk nelson ((:
(1) ancient history
(2) i still miss you
(3) you are what i need
(4) 36 days
(5) from underneath

and of course, everything you ever wanted.

meaningful songs get stuck in my head for a looooong time.
so, until i find some new band to listen to, i'll stick with hawk nelson.

CANT WAIT FOR PATD ALBUM =D

anyways, im saying hi to:
guoguang- where got such thing as welcome to happy meal =.=
yuantat- life is fine. so is the weather.... (:
colin- yesh. i only picked that song for that post cos.... the lyrics had some meaning d:
marc- HAHAHA. i changed blogskin!
denise- no more lian-ish sparklish pink-pink blogskin. meh. eye doctors losing money! aww.... feel sad for them d:

toodles ((:

you're forgiven, dear! SMILE ((:

♥ MEL

6:00 PM

♥

These colors will not change, you change the way I see them
These words will fade when you explain why you hate them
We are the same, oh
She keeps repeating "I bet she needed"
She says she's right here, she seems so distant
Saying goodbye this time the same old story
Seeing you cry, it makes me feel like saying sorry
Just a few last hours we gotta make this count
We're counting backwards
(Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count)
We're falling forward
She keeps repeating "I bet she needed"
She says she's right here, she seems so distant
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, it makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, it makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying sorry, we've fallen apart
Wish we knew this from the start
Saying goodbye's the hardest part
Wish we knew this from the start
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, it makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, it makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying goodbye this time... this time...
Seeing you cry, it makes me feel like saying sorry

saying sorry by hawthorne heights

SORRY doesnt mean anything?
does it....?

why is there a need to say sorry?
to make up for bad things?
to clear that guilty conscience?

sorry doesnt mean anything!
who cares whether that person feels bad anot.
the guilty conscience is there forever!

LIES LIES LIES.

goddamn it.
i dont want to hear lies anymore!
im sick of being lied to.
im hearing fake things.

no mood for long post today.
just feel like changing to an emo blogskin.

been eating so much chocolate my stomach hurts like hell.

eating chocolate takes heart pain away.

toodles!

♥ MEL

6:20 AM

♥ Wednesday, March 12, 2008

I close the door
Like so many times,
so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
I wanna let you walk away tonight
Without a word
I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now, I swear
I'd tell you this
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
'Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no
I memorized the number
So why can't I make the call?
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility
Baby I don't want to waste another day

inconsolable by the backstreet boys

hello.

mel is feeling emo today

im sad
i need a hug.

\=

sighh....

can someone give me a call and talk to me?

am i allowed to dump a guy just because he ignores me for 6hours?
=.=

i want to cry.
but i dont want to also >_<>_<

toodles

♥ MEL

7:11 AM

♥ Saturday, March 08, 2008

The way you always made me look at you,
With all the simple things you said,
The way so many things surrounded you,
And all the tears it seemed to make.
And now I'm falling, there's nothing left to say,
And I can't break free not from in me there.
(Chorus)
I can't breathe without you, I can't breathe without you,
I can't breathe without you, Without you, Without you, Without you.
The way I thought I'd never leave this place,
The way you made it seem so real,
'Coz you had faith and you had empathy,
And all I needed was this.
And now I'm falling, I've got nothing left too say,
And I can't break free, not from in me there.
(Chorus)
Coz I can't breathe without you, I can't breathe without you,
I can't breathe without you, Without you, Without you, Without you,
How can I let you leave this way,
Without you I'm not at all,
And I see things now all those memories,
Just too see you again.

without you by BUSTED

its a waste BUSTED split up.
i used to be a great fan of them.
have all their CDs in my drawer.
including their live concert =.=

well.
i dont regret buying those.
they did entertain me.

recently dug up the CDs to listen again.
james bourne is awesome.
the songs he writes and the way he sings.
but well,
BUSTED is quite last summer.
erm. but its summer thruout the entire year....!
=.=

LOOK FORWARD TO THE NEW PANIC! AT THE DISCO ALBUM!
its coming out real soon.
in 15 days to be exact =D

and im very much looking forward to step up 2 the streets.
i love dance movies.
though i cant dance for nuts.
and honestly, i cant stand hiphop either d:
who cares! =D

ahh wells.
i decided life aint that bad afterall.
its the mind that controls what you're thinking.
and my brain sorta went retarded the past few months.
was reading my previous posts.
and i realised how much of a moron i sounded like.
99% moronic.
1% true.
the emo parts are true, sad to say.
but the rest of the "I LOVE YOU" shit....
hah! thats so 5 minutes ago.

you can ignore the posts.
cos im too lazy to delete them.
and i dont really care if people read it and tell me
"you're crazy"
i dont give a damn what people think about me.
i just wanna live a happy life.
and yeah, the posts arent real.
they were written when a lovesick ghost possessed me.
believe me =.=

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!
how are you gonna spend your holidays?
studying? mugging for midyears? =.=
go out with boyfriend?
or girlfriend?
i am seriously in need of a motivator.
someone please motivate me to study.
i've got little time till midyear exams
and all i think about is going out.
and spending time with a special someone.
(not that its taking up my time! >< )
sighh.

guess what!
im joining some SCRABBLE competition.
representing my beloved CCA.
WOW!
arent you guys proud of me.
i'll have fun spelling words yeah =.=

goddamnit.
im only joining that cos i need cca points.
sighh.
unfortunate for me,im in a cca that gives little cca points.
hence,
i have to resort to this.joining something that doesnt exactly fit me?

HAHA.
who cares.

okay. anyways,
i LOVE christian rock.
check out hawk nelson.
been listening to their songs (and BUSTED)
real cool.

ohh.
and how are you guys coping with my pretty ah lian-ish blogskin?
PINK!
omfg.
its pink =.=

so not me huh.
well im sorry.
its a stupid dare.
and my dear friend, atiqah,
if you're reading this,
do i actually get anything for this dare?
even if i dont,
i dont give a damn.
i had fun scaring you guys.

everyone who've been here were like
"OMG. what happened to you?"

okay.
so heres what happened:
(1) i did not get bimborized
(2) im not insane
(3) im not being a poser here
(4) i did not suddenly fall in love with pink
[black's still my favourite colour kay]
(5) im not doing this cos of a stupid heartbreak
(6) im not gay =.=

good enough?
yeah man. im glad i convinced ya.

OHH BOY!
i have a new memory stick for my phone.and boy am i completely mesmerized by its beauty!
actually, no.
im just glad i can now store songs in my phone =D
and if you have any songs to send me,
please do!

MY DEAR LOVELY FRIENDS!
do you wanna know which songs remind me of you?=D

what hurts the most - albert
[hey bro! doubt you'll read this.
but anyway, thanks so much for this song.
and thanks for being there for me when im down.
i'll never forget you ((: ]

radios in heaven - caleb
[heyy there! surprised to see your name here?((:
well. i havent forgotten anything bout you!
and i remember you liked this song last time.
still like it now? ((:
and yes, i find it really touching too ]

the good fight - colin
[HAHAHA.
bet you totally didnt expect a song would remind me of you.
this song has entirely no link to you.
but....
it was the only non-metal song you sent me?
haha.
stay happy yeah! ]

its better if you do - evelynn
[eh! love affair!
never see you tag on my blog in AGES
aiyoh.... HAHA.
anyways, i missed sitting with you.
and i hope you missed sitting with me too.
sorry for ego-ness the whole of last year.
((: hope we stay friends after this year.
PS: i love brendon! HAHA ]

girlfriend - lydia
[my dearest dearest best friend!erm. not that i'll go "heyhey youyou i dont like your girlfriend"but this song reminds me of you ((:
love ya loads, girl.
BFF =D=D=D ]

when im gone - marc
[ehh YO! genius friend ((:
be happy cos simple plan reminds me of you!
haha.
aww....
arent you touched -_- ]

remember to feel real - marcus
[dont even think you visit my blog anymore.
anyway, dont know why this song reminds me of you!
REMEMBER TO FEEL REAL! ((:
and dont emo anymore! ]

stop and stare - reuben
[muahaha. ehh bro, honoured to see your name?
send me more songs! ((:
and thanks for sending me SO many.
i bet you forgot bout that =.= ]

viking kong - siying
[we used to be crazy over that song!
and listen to it over and over again! im still not bored of it! ((: ]

dont speak liar - stacey
[hey there girlfriend! i love that song!
love ya too! =D ]

straightjacket feeling - timothy
[haha. didnt know you read my blog.but anyway, i dont know why this song remind me of you.yellowcard reminds me of you too ((:anyway, stay happy ((: ]
黑色幽默 - wuileng
[dearest "lao gong" ((: i know you like this song too!
jay chou rocks! ]

M.I.A - my dear dear ((:
[heyy ((: this song reminds me of YOU! =D
and i listened to it a million times okay! ((:
the song 36 days reminds me of you too! ((:
dont ever go missing! ((:
ohh. but you can miss me! ((:
HAHA.
cant wait to see you again! ((:
take care. love ya ((: ]

the above are arranged in alphabetical order.
except for the last one.
DUH.

haha.
every song in my ipod has a memory stuck with it.
as i've experienced happy and sad memories.some songs really make me wanna cry.
and some cant make me stop smiling.

well.
be glad, friends.
at least im smiling now ((:
no more emo kid.
and dont worry.
i'll change the blogskin.... soon....
i cant stand it either ><
HAHA.

and i promise it wont be black.
i promised someone i'll stop being emo

so....
SAY HELLO TO HAPPY MEL =D

you add an "A" in that sentence,
and i'll meet you at mcdonalds for a happy mea
l-__________-

okay. that was lame.HAHA

toodles! ((:

♥ MEL

5:20 AM

♥ Tuesday, March 04, 2008

I think you know what I'm getting at
I find it so upsetting that
The memories that you select
You keep the bad but the good you just forget
And even though I'm angry I can still say
I know my heart will break the day
When you peel out and drive away
I can't believe this happened
And all this time I never thought
That all we had would be all for not
No, I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just don't like you
Know I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just don't like you
Cause you took this too far, too far
Make your decision and don't you dare think twice
Go with your instincts along with some bad advice
This didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all
You blame me but some of this is still your fault
I tried to move you
But you just wouldn't budge
I tried to hold your hand
But you'd rather hold your grudge
I think you know what I'm getting at
You said goodbye and I just don't want you regretting that
No, I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just don't like you
Know I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just don't like you
And wisdom always chooses
These black eyes and these bruises
Over the heartache that they say
Never completely goes away
(I just can't believe this happened
And one day we'll see this come around)
And wisdom always chooses
The black eyes and these bruises
Over the heartache that they say
Never completely goes away
No, I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just don't like you
Know I don't hate you
Don't want to fight you
Know I'll always love you
But right now I just don't like you
Cause you took this too far
What happened to us
I heard that its me we should blame
What happened to us
Why didn't you stop me from turning out this way
And know that I don't hate you
And know that I don't want to fight you
And know I'll always love you
But right now I just don't...

which to bury, us or the hatchet by relient k

harlowwx.
dis is d gay blog of mel.
mel is l0urbbs mii blog alotx.

dis is damn gay worhhx.
but i don care lorhhsx.

MAN. THAT IS FREAKING DUMB.
im doing this cos of a stupid dare.
and i intend to use this blogskin to scare all my silly friends who insist i am emo.

okay, sorry about the lian typing.
its only for entertainment purposes.
HAH.

anyways, life's good afterall.

my friend who became my best friend then non-friend became my friend again (:
and boy am i glad!

i decided that we look at things more optimistically (:
life aint that bad actually.
we just have to know how to move on and overcome stupid obstacles

okay. enough shit talk about life.

I HATE SCHOOL.
what's with their dumb school uniform rules.
and.... CONFISCATING OF SKIRTS....?

a certain teacher said "your skirt looks tightened"
and asked me to pass my skirt to her the next day.
OKAY.... =.=
that, my friend, is equivalent to confiscating my skirt.
and what's the point....?
yes, my skirt indeed is tightened and way above knee length.
and im sorry bout that if it ruins the school image
(in the first place, in what way? people will think we have like showing off legs or something?)
=.=
well. FINE.
but what can they do to my skirt after that?
use to mop floor? wash face?
not like they can use it right?

RETARDEDNESS.

ANYWAY,
life's short.
smile and be happy.
do not fall in love.
exercise all your fats away.
eat junk food while watching tv.
eat Royce chocolate or champange chocolate.
do not engage in romantic relationships or have sex.
do not start a family.
do not FALL IN LOVE.

then, you will be contented and life to its fullest.

GOSHH. dont believe that, please!

okay.
and i swear im going to change the pink blogskin....
as soon as i scare enough people to make me feel satisfied

tadeedoos

♥ MEL

10:38 PM

♥ Sunday, March 02, 2008

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all
Where you are and how you feel
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on
(And on and on and on)
Slow things down or speed them up
Not enough or way too much
(And on and on and on)
How are you when Im gone?
And I can't make it on my own
(And I can't make it on my own)
Because my heart is in Ohio
So cut my wrists and black my eyes
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight or die
Because you killed me
You know you do, you killed me well
You like it too, and I can tell
You never stop until my final breath is gone
Spare me just three last words
I love you is all she heard
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever
Spare me just three last words
i love you is all she heard
I'll wait for you but i cant wait forever
And I can't make it on my own
(And I can't make it on my own)
Because my heart is in Ohio
So cut my wrists and black my eyes
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight or die
Because you kill me
You know you do, you kill me well
You like it too, and I can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone
You (you)know you do, you kill me well(kill)
You like it too, and I can tell(me)
You'll never stop until my (well)final breath is gone
So cut my wrists(you) and black my eyes(kill)
My final breath is gone(me)
So i can fall asleep tonight(WELL)
And i cant make it on my own
Because my heart is in ohio
So cut my wrists and black my eyes
(CUT MY WRISTS AND BLACK MY EYES)
So i can fall asleep tonight or die
Because you kill me
You know you do you kill me well
You like it to and i can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone
You know you do you kill me well
You like it to and i can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone
You know you do you kill me well
You like it to and i can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone
You know you do you kill me well
You like it to and i can tell
You'll never stop until my final breath is gone

ohio is for lovers by hawthorne heights

there is no such thing as love.
love is dead.

i belong to an idiot society.
a society consisting of only one person - me.

and im the only lovesick idiot there.

SHITE.
i give up, okay?
I GIVE UP.

sick of hearing your stupid lies. your stupid promises.

WE WILL NOT BE TOGETHER.

for god's sake,
stop acting like you're the greatest person on earth.

im not going to like you anymore.
im not going to love you anymore.
im not going to think of you anymore!

ATTENTION:
the rest of you,
dont be an idiot like me.

goddamnit, if you dont know who im talking about,
PLEASE DO NOT ANYHOW ASSUME ITS YOU.

its sorta fits the description of 2 people actually.
and timothy, i admit, it really is freaky. sorry if i scared ya.

back to my aim.

I WILL MOVE ON, ASSHOLE.
IM GIVING UP ON YOU, COWARD.
YOU'RE THE WORLD'S GREATEST JERK, LIAR!

no such thing as love.
dont believe in love.
love will KILL.

kill me.
and kill you.

friends, please trust me.
do not fall in love at the age of 16.

and worst of all, dont be unlucky like me to fall in love with a bastard.

i feel like i've been made used of.

MEL IS NOT EMO!
MEL IS NOT DEPRESSED!

and unfortunately for you, bastard,
im not going to be pulled down.
and neither am i going to be crazy about you ever again.

trust me, i will NOT talk to you ever again.
you can delete my number from your phone cos i've deleted yours.

im really furious.
you can continue to stalk my blog for all i care.
im blocking you on msn!
not talking to you ever again!

LOVE IS NOT BLIND.
i am blind. to have even liked you.
ARGHHHHHH.
stupid me.

im kicking you out of my mind.
and do not think that i will talk to you ever again.

I

AM

SICK

OF

YOU

!

okay,
enough of scolding that bastard.

mabel, im sure you're damn confused now.
about who exactly im talking about.
err. explain to you next time kay.
and YESHHHHH. so diu lian ><

THIS BLOG IS STRICTLY FOR VENTING OF ANGER AND
EXPRESSING MY WOES.

so please dont think im emo.

im actually a happy happy person =D

tadeedoos (:

♥ MEL

3:07 AM