won't you love me too. it's as simple as that ♥

♥ Saturday, March 08, 2008

The way you always made me look at you,
With all the simple things you said,
The way so many things surrounded you,
And all the tears it seemed to make.
And now I'm falling, there's nothing left to say,
And I can't break free not from in me there.
(Chorus)
I can't breathe without you, I can't breathe without you,
I can't breathe without you, Without you, Without you, Without you.
The way I thought I'd never leave this place,
The way you made it seem so real,
'Coz you had faith and you had empathy,
And all I needed was this.
And now I'm falling, I've got nothing left too say,
And I can't break free, not from in me there.
(Chorus)
Coz I can't breathe without you, I can't breathe without you,
I can't breathe without you, Without you, Without you, Without you,
How can I let you leave this way,
Without you I'm not at all,
And I see things now all those memories,
Just too see you again.

without you by BUSTED

its a waste BUSTED split up.
i used to be a great fan of them.
have all their CDs in my drawer.
including their live concert =.=

well.
i dont regret buying those.
they did entertain me.

recently dug up the CDs to listen again.
james bourne is awesome.
the songs he writes and the way he sings.
but well,
BUSTED is quite last summer.
erm. but its summer thruout the entire year....!
=.=

LOOK FORWARD TO THE NEW PANIC! AT THE DISCO ALBUM!
its coming out real soon.
in 15 days to be exact =D

and im very much looking forward to step up 2 the streets.
i love dance movies.
though i cant dance for nuts.
and honestly, i cant stand hiphop either d:
who cares! =D

ahh wells.
i decided life aint that bad afterall.
its the mind that controls what you're thinking.
and my brain sorta went retarded the past few months.
was reading my previous posts.
and i realised how much of a moron i sounded like.
99% moronic.
1% true.
the emo parts are true, sad to say.
but the rest of the "I LOVE YOU" shit....
hah! thats so 5 minutes ago.

you can ignore the posts.
cos im too lazy to delete them.
and i dont really care if people read it and tell me
"you're crazy"
i dont give a damn what people think about me.
i just wanna live a happy life.
and yeah, the posts arent real.
they were written when a lovesick ghost possessed me.
believe me =.=

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!
how are you gonna spend your holidays?
studying? mugging for midyears? =.=
go out with boyfriend?
or girlfriend?
i am seriously in need of a motivator.
someone please motivate me to study.
i've got little time till midyear exams
and all i think about is going out.
and spending time with a special someone.
(not that its taking up my time! >< )
sighh.

guess what!
im joining some SCRABBLE competition.
representing my beloved CCA.
WOW!
arent you guys proud of me.
i'll have fun spelling words yeah =.=

goddamnit.
im only joining that cos i need cca points.
sighh.
unfortunate for me,im in a cca that gives little cca points.
hence,
i have to resort to this.joining something that doesnt exactly fit me?

HAHA.
who cares.

okay. anyways,
i LOVE christian rock.
check out hawk nelson.
been listening to their songs (and BUSTED)
real cool.

ohh.
and how are you guys coping with my pretty ah lian-ish blogskin?
PINK!
omfg.
its pink =.=

so not me huh.
well im sorry.
its a stupid dare.
and my dear friend, atiqah,
if you're reading this,
do i actually get anything for this dare?
even if i dont,
i dont give a damn.
i had fun scaring you guys.

everyone who've been here were like
"OMG. what happened to you?"

okay.
so heres what happened:
(1) i did not get bimborized
(2) im not insane
(3) im not being a poser here
(4) i did not suddenly fall in love with pink
[black's still my favourite colour kay]
(5) im not doing this cos of a stupid heartbreak
(6) im not gay =.=

good enough?
yeah man. im glad i convinced ya.

OHH BOY!
i have a new memory stick for my phone.and boy am i completely mesmerized by its beauty!
actually, no.
im just glad i can now store songs in my phone =D
and if you have any songs to send me,
please do!

MY DEAR LOVELY FRIENDS!
do you wanna know which songs remind me of you?=D

what hurts the most - albert
[hey bro! doubt you'll read this.
but anyway, thanks so much for this song.
and thanks for being there for me when im down.
i'll never forget you ((: ]

radios in heaven - caleb
[heyy there! surprised to see your name here?((:
well. i havent forgotten anything bout you!
and i remember you liked this song last time.
still like it now? ((:
and yes, i find it really touching too ]

the good fight - colin
[HAHAHA.
bet you totally didnt expect a song would remind me of you.
this song has entirely no link to you.
but....
it was the only non-metal song you sent me?
haha.
stay happy yeah! ]

its better if you do - evelynn
[eh! love affair!
never see you tag on my blog in AGES
aiyoh.... HAHA.
anyways, i missed sitting with you.
and i hope you missed sitting with me too.
sorry for ego-ness the whole of last year.
((: hope we stay friends after this year.
PS: i love brendon! HAHA ]

girlfriend - lydia
[my dearest dearest best friend!erm. not that i'll go "heyhey youyou i dont like your girlfriend"but this song reminds me of you ((:
love ya loads, girl.
BFF =D=D=D ]

when im gone - marc
[ehh YO! genius friend ((:
be happy cos simple plan reminds me of you!
haha.
aww....
arent you touched -_- ]

remember to feel real - marcus
[dont even think you visit my blog anymore.
anyway, dont know why this song reminds me of you!
REMEMBER TO FEEL REAL! ((:
and dont emo anymore! ]

stop and stare - reuben
[muahaha. ehh bro, honoured to see your name?
send me more songs! ((:
and thanks for sending me SO many.
i bet you forgot bout that =.= ]

viking kong - siying
[we used to be crazy over that song!
and listen to it over and over again! im still not bored of it! ((: ]

dont speak liar - stacey
[hey there girlfriend! i love that song!
love ya too! =D ]

straightjacket feeling - timothy
[haha. didnt know you read my blog.but anyway, i dont know why this song remind me of you.yellowcard reminds me of you too ((:anyway, stay happy ((: ]
黑色幽默 - wuileng
[dearest "lao gong" ((: i know you like this song too!
jay chou rocks! ]

M.I.A - my dear dear ((:
[heyy ((: this song reminds me of YOU! =D
and i listened to it a million times okay! ((:
the song 36 days reminds me of you too! ((:
dont ever go missing! ((:
ohh. but you can miss me! ((:
HAHA.
cant wait to see you again! ((:
take care. love ya ((: ]

the above are arranged in alphabetical order.
except for the last one.
DUH.

haha.
every song in my ipod has a memory stuck with it.
as i've experienced happy and sad memories.some songs really make me wanna cry.
and some cant make me stop smiling.

well.
be glad, friends.
at least im smiling now ((:
no more emo kid.
and dont worry.
i'll change the blogskin.... soon....
i cant stand it either ><
HAHA.

and i promise it wont be black.
i promised someone i'll stop being emo

so....
SAY HELLO TO HAPPY MEL =D

you add an "A" in that sentence,
and i'll meet you at mcdonalds for a happy mea
l-__________-

okay. that was lame.HAHA

toodles! ((:

♥ MEL

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