won't you love me too. it's as simple as that ♥

♥ Friday, April 04, 2008

I'm holding on, waiting for your call.
It's simple, but I can't explain this.
I'm sinking down; I feel like I could die.
I'm falling off; I don't know why.
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day,
Another perfect day.
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day,
Another perfect day.
So I might try to leave it all behind.
I know tomorrow's not so bright now.
I'll say goodbye 'cause nothing good can last.
You wear and fade; you're nowhere fast.
But today, I don't know how to keep it all inside,
But I guess I'll let it slide.
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day,
Another perfect day.
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day,
Another perfect day.
Today, I don't know why,
I thought that it was real,
But I guess it's no big deal.
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day,
Another perfect day.
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day,
Another perfect day.
I don't know how.
I don't know how.
I don't know how to let it slide.
Another Perfect Day by American Hi-fi

this song....
is a really sad song.
and talking about American Hi-fi,
whenever i hear that band name,
i'm reminded of my friend.

the one who clicked on me on msn.
and asked me a random question"do you like American Hi-fi?"
and that question made us really good friends ((:
i like that question and i'm glad i made that friend.
hey, you know who you are ((:

I LOVE DROP DEAD, GORGEOUS.

and those stupid fools who dont love drop dead, gorgeous like i do,
you guys are missing out the awesome music man.

recently been checking out lotsa new music.
exploring music.sounds a cool term huh.
LOLS

been listening to metallica, nightwish, aiden and paramore.
only ONE paramore song though.

i don't like paramore.
cos normally i can't stand females singers.
and only one paramore song got me addicted.
ahh wells.
go guess on your own =.=

oh. and right now as im typing,
my itunes is on shuffle mode.
and its been playing about 6 nightwish songs in a row!

have you ever wondered how amusing itunes is?
its like,
sometimes when im feeling sad,
they will start playing anberlin.
and that totally suits my mood.
when i'm emo,
alesana starts playing.
its kinda freaky.
but i love itunes ((:

SUICIDE NOTES AND BUTTERFLY KISSES =D

dear friends,

i will not cut myself.
i will not commit suicide.
i will not implant those funny silicon stuff into my arms as a form of art.
i will not chop off my nose when i have a runny nose.
i will not slash my leg.
i will not sniff glue.
i will not jump off a building.
i will not stand in the middle of the road to be knocked down.
i will not jump into the sea with a huge rock to drown myself.
i will not eat grass and hope to die of poisoning.
i will not binge on food then vomit out.
i will not weigh my vomit or cut out my flesh.
i will not eat pills.
i will not starve myself or force myself to eat salad.
i will not emo in my room everynight.
i will not burn myself.
i will not lie to myself.
i will not bite myself.
i will not do stupid things.
i will not throw my life away.
i will think about dying.
i will not hate myself.

fuck. i think i hate secondhand serenade.
makes me wanna cry EVERYTIME.

vulnerable:
"tell me tell me what makes you think that you are invincible"
"please don't tell me that i'm the only one that's vulnerable"
"i can't go on without you"

your call:
"i was born to tell you i love you"
"i was torn to do what i have to"
"to make you mine, stay with me tonight"
"i'm tired of being all alone."
"all these solitary moments make me want to come back home"

broken:
"is this broken? can we work it out?"
"let's light up this town, scream out loud"
"you're ready to break"
"don't look away"
i was crazy bout this song after a stupid breakup sometime back.

ahh......
lyrics are interesting.
meant for romantic people.
not me =.=
i'm sorry,
if any secondhand serenade fans are reading this

freakshow.
now i'm feeling sentimental again.
3 secondhand serenade songs in a row.
wtf.

okayy....

i'm only into HARDCORE.
and i love the song My Heroine by silverstein.
it's damn cool.
i love the line
"you taught my heart a sense i never knew i had"

HATE.
i love that word.
HATE.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE THIS WORLD.
I HATE MYSELF.

genius huh!
repeat that 10times and you become me
=.=

okay.
i'm starting to find itunes really irritaing.
4th secondhand serenade song already!
so, genius me clicks the next button.
and guess what.
buckcherry.
the song 'sorry'

"baby the way you make my world go round"

eeeeeek.
if someone says that to me, i'd be so....
+.+
words can't describe the feeling.

this seems to be a very long post.
i've been staring at the clock for awhile.
why doesn't the minute hand seem to be moving?!

"oh-oh.... how could you do it?
oh-oh.... i never saw it coming.
oh-oh.... i need an ending.
so why can't you stay,
long enough to explain"
guess the stupid song that's playing on itunes now =.=

i'm getting really bored.
and i just discovered interesting english.

the nice word SHIT.
there are many meanings of shit and many ways of using it.
(1) it can be used to describe things.
like "what kind of shit is this?"
(2) it is a term to describe the faeces of someone.
like "there's shit in the toilet bowl"
(3) not to forget, it can be used as a verb.
like "i need to shit." or "she had to shit"
oh. and don't forget something important.
plural form is SHITS.
for example, "Mary shits on her little lamb"
not to mention, tenses are very important also okay!

ring rang rung
sing sang sung

so.... for 'shit'....

SHIT SHAT SHUT

there is no such thing as shitted.

boy, this is freaking lame.
my itunes hanged awhile ago.
cos i was trying to transfer 6 albums into my ipod >_<
and i deleted sooooooooooooo many albums.
cos there's no space!

AHH.
BUY ME AN IPOD!
someone please.

i'm getting a horrible migraine.
too many proposals to rush.
so busy.
so many things to do.
so little time to myself.
hardly anytime to emo also =.=

anyways,
songs of reccomendation for today:
(1) smells like teen spirit - nirvana
(2) this is the new shit - marilyn manson
(3) master passion greed - nightwish
(4) amaranth - nightwish
(5) forever scarlet - drop dead, gorgeous
(6) bullets are scene - drop dead, gorgeous
(7) the show must go on - drop dead, gorgeous
(8) E.R - drop dead, gorgeous
(9) donner party of five - drop dead, gorgeous
(10) dressed for friend requests - drop dead, gorgeous

check them all out =D
awesome songs.
couple of them on my imeem playlist.

toodles! ((:

♥ MEL

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