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STARRY NIGHT
♥ Monday, May 12, 2008

The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me!
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate!
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.I can't forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
You won't leave me alone!
Chisel my heart out of stone, I give in everytime.
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had
I can't forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
I bet you laugh,
at the thought of me thinking for myself.
I bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else.
Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal.
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change youI know that to go on,
I'll break you, my habit!
You taught my heart,
a sense I never knew I had.
I can't forget, the times when I was
Lost and depressed form the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

My Heroine by Silverstein

this is my blogsong. and one of my favourite silverstein songs =D
but it doesn't apply to me though.
but it's emo.
and well....
im feeling kinda down and depressed now x=

MEL IS SO NOT EMO! =D

i've been owing this blogpost for days....
teehee,
a certain someone been pestering me to write a post about him.
everyday somemore!

HAHA, bet you're laughing while reading this!

cos all my blogposts are simply stupid and retarded.
and most of the time they don't make sense.

heehee,
honestly.... i really dont know what to say.
cos havent been blogging for so long, i kinda forgot what i usually write about.
and my inspiration is dissapearing.

i cant think properly anymore.
and im getting really stupid.

so stupid,
i dont even think a poly will accept me >_<

yeah, not in the mood to blog.

sorry dear! another time then write bout you =D








toodles

♥ MEL
11:41 PM