im writing this post using the new ASUS Eee PC. how cool =D
it has been an interesting two days in Malacca.
didnt get a chance to emo much 'cos this was simply a dream come true
this trip was almost perfect. all the shopping, food and stuff.
apart from couple of stuff.
(1) my stupid cough it was really dumb. cos half the time i was coughing away. i look at the nice clothes in the shop coughcough. i pick a few to try on. coughcough.. i go up to the cashier to pay. coughcough. i happily take my bag of new clothes and walk out. coughcough.
ahh wells, this seriously sucks. cos 'O'level chinese oral is like, err, next week? wtf.
(2) moneymoneymoney so many things to buy, so little cash. i used up all the cash my mummy gave me for the trip. in addition, one visit to MANGO, and more money was spent. now i owe money. GREAT.
(3) stupid prepaid card i was only limited to 30 free overseas sms, cos they each msg cost a dollar. stupid service provider charge me so much ._. i hardly msged anyone. apart from my dear (: cos there was so little msges. must use sparingly,
and yeah, sorry to terence and reuben. i didnt reply your msges cos i was overseas (: dont angry hor (:
teehee, im in the car on the way back to singapore now. HOMESWEETHOME
oh boy, i missed home. sooooo much.
and there are so many people i miss too (:
anyways, i was thinking about a lot of things. since the holidays are coming to an end, prelims is on its way. and of course, the scariest of all.... 'O'levels.
there are like so many things that can cause problems.
well, if you cant solve the problem. get rid of it.
i used to have this problem. of not being able to get over this person.
ahh well, solving the problem is impossible. cos i'd only be satisfied if we got back together. but then again, that would not be a mutual compromise. cos im quite sure that its impossible. i finally see that even if both parties are willing, things might not still work out. what do we have in common now? nothing. NOTHING. whats the point?
and getting rid of the problem aint easy. it means forgetting. forgetting the person completely. it takes ages to delete the person from the mind. especially when the person meant something to you. or meant a lot to you.
haha, im talking all this crap again.
but well, i just wanna announce. i feel free. i've been so troubled and emo about it, i ought to laugh at myself in the face. why was i so stupid bout it. the answer was clear. it was impossible. but if you asked me if it was a mistake from the start. i'd say no. NEVER. i loved the mistake. but not anymore. the mistake caused too much pain and grief.
to the friends who are forever worried about me because of that, dearies, its okay now. im over “youknowwho” hahahaha yay! thanks for the concern all this while (: i love you guys so much! =D
im putting aside a lot of distractions. cos i finally see the importance of studying hard. of doing well (:
im going to focus on priorities. well, prolly gonna stop going on too many dates? stop playing too many computer games? stop watching too many movies? stop being glued to mtv? err, stop listening to my ipod 24/7?
hahahaha, seriously. this trip to malacca. everywhere i went, i had my ipod earphones plugged into my ears.
moods affect the songs i listen to:
HAPPY family force 5 son of dork treble charger blink 182 bowling for soup
EMO the veronicas yellowcard relient k silverstein
HIGH in a sleepy way ac/dc pantera the rolling stones iron maiden racer x led zeppelin metallica dragonforce megdeth
NEUTRAL the used story of the year weezer simple plan
okay, the emo wasnt really emo. but i was just thinking bout suicide again. not that i want to commit suicide. but well, was just thinking of the many ways to commit suicide. after that, i would feel high and listen to pantera. which is under the HIGH mood ._.
mood swings huh =.=
hahahaha! i know someone missed me alot! =D=D=D missed you toooooooo....! =D=D
teehee, loooong post. getting sleepy. gonna get some rest now (:
toodles
♥ MEL
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MEL THE GREAT ♥
how many great people on earth do you know?
MELMELMEL ♥
17yo.
09.01.1992.
pei chun public school. class of 2004.
cedar girls seconday school. class of 2008.
anderson junior college. class of 2010.
