won't you love me too. it's as simple as that ♥

♥ Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Beautiful, you know you leave me breathless when you fall into my eyes
My heart belongs to you my angel
There is just no reason for you to let life bring you down
Please come with me and let me show you
I know that at times it may be hard to let go of yourself
Babygirl, tonight leave your cares behind because it's time to celebrate!
All night long I'll sing and dance with you, my sweet princess, only if you trust in this
Take my hand and follow me, I will sweep you off of your feet
All night long I will sing and dance with you
Every time I look at you I can't believe how magical you are
The stars belong to you my angel
Run away with me into a world where time seems to not exist
The smile on my face will show you
I know that at times it may be hard to let go of yourself
Babygirl, tonight leave your cares behind because it's time to celebrate!
All night long I will sing and dance with you, my sweet princess, only if you trust in this
Take my hand and follow me, I will sweep you off of your feet
This night will only end when we stop dancing
My sweet princess I will sing and dance with you all night long
The stars, they belong to you my angel
All night long I'll sing and dance with you. my sweet princess, only if you trust in this
Take my hand and follow me, I will sweep you off your feet
This night will only end when we stop

All Night Dance Parties in the Underground Palace by Alesana

HAPPY POST =D

smileys =D=D=D=D=D

=.=
this is dumb.

and i figured commitment requires a great deal.
be it to work or someone you like.

well,
i also figured.
some people claim they have commitment fears when the real truth is,
they are too afraid to commit cos they are afraid of failing.

perfectionists.

this is not a personal attack on anyone.
but well,
if you know who you are.
and you know you got this problem.

please get a life!
everything is about commitment.

including your own life.

toodles ((:

this is a happy post okay =D

v ^_^ v

lets tear this town apart

♥ MEL

11:04 PM

♥ Monday, July 21, 2008

Her eyes look cold,
I see hate
This blade sunk deep inside your wrist,
It's not worth fighting, just resist
With a knife, a thought so sincere
Five times the pain so make it last
Don't walk away, don't walk so fast
Well I think I've lost my mind now
I know we've lost control
But now we've got the time
We're going nowhere fast
Can you wake up from this world of ours
It's so cold tonight
We're going nowhere fast
Can you wake up
Wake up, let's burn this whole place to the ground
You look so good, those black eyes
I know that now I've missed the boat
And helped in cutting my own throat
I've found the cure
I've found what's holding us
Hold on tightly, oh so dear
Well I think I've lost my mind now
I know we've lost control
But now we've got the time
So now, what's next
You let the fire set you free
I know, you're already dead
But you promised me
Let's light, this world
We'll meet in the afterlife
Let's light, this world
It's so cold tonight
All you need is fire and a friend to wish you well
Now wake up from this life

It's Cold Tonight by Aiden

i live in deception everyday.

i dont know who i am.
i dont know what im doing.

cant i just forget certain things i dont ever want to remember.
do i want to let that go.
do i want to forget those things.

self denial.
deceiving myself is the best way to live life.

we're going nowhere fast.
its all downhill.
i rather we stayed stagnant.
talk to me please.

let's burn this whole place to the ground

♥ MEL

1:44 AM

♥ Monday, July 14, 2008

Time don't wait for no one
Leaving you broken
Especially when you're under the gun
Makes things complicated
Leaving you jaded toward
Everything thats under the sun
Tick Tock Tick Tock, Goes the clock
Tick Tock Tick Tock, Till I drop
But time don't phase me, Not a bit
Cuz I give mine to you, All of it
Death can't shake me, From ya hand
Me minus you equals, Not a chance
It's good to know that, When I go
You'll never ever let me
Never ever let me
Never ever let me
Never ever let me
Never ever let me
Never ever let me
Never ever let me
Never ever let me
Never ever let me go
I want some Face to Face
Just Gimme that Full Embrace
What did I Hear you Say?
That you will Never Ever Let me Go
I'll never Know
When It's my Time to Go
I Know one Thing fo' sho'
That you Will Never Ever Let me Go
Never ever let me go
The mind is a ticking time bomb
Itching to go off
Impatiently it waits in the calm
Bang, Bang, it might be over
In one little moment
Before you know it
It's all gone
Tick Tock Tick Tock, Goes the clock
Tick Tock Tick Tock, gonna pop
It's good to know that, When it goes
You'll never ever let me
Never ever let me
Never ever let me
Never ever let me
Never ever let me go
I want some Face to Face
Just Gimme that Full Embrace
What did I Hear you Say?
That you will Never Ever Let me Go
I'll never Know
When It's my Time to Go
I Know one Thing fo' sho'
That you Will Never Ever Let me Go
Never ever let me go
One thing I'll never know
The time and place that I'll go
Death can shake me from your hand
You Never let me go
I Know
You Never ever ever evey every let me go
You Never ever let me go
I Know
You Never ever never ever let me go
I want some Face to Face
Just Gimme that Full Embrace
What did I Hear you Say?
That you will Never Ever Let me Go
I'll never Know
When It's my Time to Go
I Know one Thing fo' sho'
That you Will Never Ever Let me
I want some Face to Face
Just Gimme that Full Embrace
What did I Hear you Say?
That you will Never Ever Let me Go
I'll never Know
When It's my Time to Go
I Know one Thing fo' sho'
That you Will Never Ever Let me

Never Let Me Go by Family Force 5

sometimes i wonder why i'm so stupid.

why i specially see things i don't want to see.
why i specially think about something i don't want to see.
why i want to know something i shouldn't know.

ignorance is a bliss.

i totally agree with that.

have you ever had this occurrance?

like,
when you see a person's photo.
memories come back.
be it a decesed, an old flame, a lost friend or your loved ones.

some photos make you sigh.
make you give a tearful smile.
a smile that hurts.
a smile that makes your heart bleed even though the person doesnt know.

stupid people do stupid things.

and i dont know what to do to rectify this serious error i make constantly.
i dont look far enough.
im short sighted.
well, yeah. literally.

but....
the ramifications.

i've never thought of it before....

how do i force myself to not think too much.

i think its quite evident that im a daydreamer.
maybe not daydreaming in the fantasizing way.
but i think alot.

about life.
about how stupid i am.

i dont know how i ended up screwing my life like this.

pull me out of this wreckage.
i need to be saved.
from the monster in me.

saving me from myself isnt easy.

as said in the movie spiderman,

THE GREATEST BATTLE LIES WITHIN.

good luck to myself (:

toodles (:

♥ MEL

3:38 AM

♥ Friday, July 11, 2008

Boy walk in the spot, he's so fresh
He got what he needs to impressin'
Just look at the way that he dressin'
Ain't no question chicks like oh.
Girl walkin' the spot, she stop traffic
She's blowing your mind with her asset
So Jessica Alba fantastic,
Instant classic boys like oh.
Maybe I can see us moving like that.
Maybe I can see us touching like that.
Baby I can see us kissing like that.
We don't need no more that he said she said.
Maybe I can see us moving like that.
Maybe I can see us touching like that.
Baby I can see us kissing' like that.
We don't need no more that he said she said.
He said girl you winnin'
She said boy where you been at
Stop talking let's get with itJust like that they
He said you're amazing
She said then why ya waiting
No more deliberating
What you doin' let's get to it
Just like that they
Boy actin' as if there's no pressure
He do everything to get with her
He say anything to convince her.
Money spent to diamonds send her
Girl playin' it cool but she's with it
She lovin' the fact that she's gifted
Everything he do she gets lifted
Feels so wicked lovin' like oh.
Maybe I can see us moving like that.
\Maybe I can see us touching like that.
Baby I can see us kissing like that.
We don't need no more that he said she said.
Maybe I can see us moving like that.
Maybe I can see us touching like that.
Baby I can see us kissing' like that.
We don't need no more that he said she said.
He said girl you winnin'
She said boy where you been at
Stop talking let's get with it
Just like that they
He said you're amazing
She said then why ya waiting
No more deliberating
What you doin' let's get to it
Just like that they
One night with you, boy just one night with you,
All the things we could do,
Every day i think of
One night with youno one else but us two
All our dreams would come true
If we'd just get together
Maybe I can see us moving like that.
Maybe I can see us touching like that.
Baby I can see us kissing like that.
We don't need no more that he said she said.
Maybe I can see us moving like that.
Maybe I can see us touching like that.
Baby I can see us kissing' like that.
We don't need no more that he said she said.
Uh, what you waitin' for?
He said girl you winnin'
She said boy where you been at
Stop talking let's get with it
Just like that they
He said you're amazing
She said then why ya waiting
No more deliberating
What you doin' let's get to it
Just like that they
You're gonna like it
You're gonna want it
You're gonna like it
We don't need no more that he said she said.
You're gonna like it
You're gonna want it
You're gonna like it
We don't need no more that he said she said.

He said she said by Ashley Tisdale

HELLO.

its been so long since i posted.

and im kinda sick of posting actually.
long, boring and rather tedious.
and really time-consuming too.

especially since i got so much catching up to do.
homework.
revision.
mock papers.

leaders investiture! >_<

horrible horrible.
who careeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.

i sang "do i make you proud"

yesyes, everyone is proud of me.
cos thats the only line i sang.
everytime the chorus came,
i'd sing "do i make you proud"

truth is,
i didnt even know i was supposed to do the finale item.
i didnt even know what song we were doing.
let alone the lyrics.

sexy huh.
it was a terrible attempt at lip singing.
and i kept making seductive glance and eye contact with a particular classmate of mine.
and 'act sweet' and 'act cute' smiles at my best friend.

v ^_^ v

so act cute! [:

♥ MEL

6:26 AM