Listen close as we wait for a sound to go. (It's true, we are.) We are destined to fail. (It's true, we are.) We are destined to fail. There is a problem here, with our society. The absence of my tears is my sobriety. I have a growing fear and you're not helping me Am I the only one who realizes it's true? Beat but I'm not broken. Guide me through with your hand. Lead with your words spoken. Show me how to listen. You're persecuting me, showing hypocrisy. I have a remedy for your insecurity. It's all the same, sadly, nobody works for free. Am I the only one who realizes it's true? Beat but I'm not broken. Guide me through with your hand. Lead with your words spoken. Show me how to listen. Let your light shine through me. Take this hate I can't release. Help me make the blind see. Misery loves its company. When I dream, I see dawn turn into dusk, into dusk. Beat but I'm not broken. Guide me through with your hand. Lead with your words spoken. Show me how to listen. Let your light shine through me. Take this hate I can't release. Help me make the blind see. Misery loves its company. (It's true, we are.) We are destined to fail. (It's true, we are.) We are destined to fail.
MISERY LOVES ITS COMPANY by THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS
this is like, 126th post already. been keeping this blog for so long.
not bad....
im feeling happy today ((:
never felt this happy in days man....
i can really just smile to myself. and really be myself.
how nice ((:
im highhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ((:
jiahui-- hello! why you call yourself jiahui. ashley sounds more cool ((: and xiaohui sounds so girl leh! x= anyways, linked you le. see ya in tuition ((:
♥ MEL
8:16 PM
♥ Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Perfection is defined when your heart beats next to mine, and time stands still for us. My hand in your hair, and yours on my chest. Moments with you are my lifes best. We crossed paths for a reason The planets aligned in that particular season Its clear to me that well eventually be Inseparable I love your existence and I cant get enough Your song is sung in your beautiful voice My senses rush cause they have no other choice I breathe you in, and I see through your eyes. You are an angel in a beautiful disguise. We crossed paths for a reason The planets aligned in that particular season Its clear to me that well eventually be Inseparable I love your existence and I cant get enough So pucker up and embrace the greatness, you get me high and erase my sadness. I love your existence, and I cant get enough I love your existence and I cant get enough I LOVE YOUR EXISTENCE by GOOT.
goot was stuck in my head the whole day.
lalalala....
nice band. i love one man bands ((:
i love secondhand serenade too.
anyways. replies to tags:
reuben-- haha, thanks so much. its a nice song ((:
jiahui-- eheh, why call me medusa sia. next time i call you huihui then you know!
♥ MEL
11:57 PM
♥ Monday, August 25, 2008
My love's like an arm chair It's inclined to recline And sweep you off of your feet. My structure is perfect There's no flaw in design A decent buy for you There's no rest for a luxury There's no rest for me. Her eyes are watering I said we're better off this way Things change, Its happening everyday He'll come and take my place And show you things that I just couldn't face, We'll sit and sing a song Of what we did wrong. Now that I'm used up And my arms start to fade You can pay to upgrade. Or you can replace me Finalize my demise, A new surprise for you, There's no rest for a luxury, There's no rest for me Her eyes are watering I said we're better off this way Things change, Its happening everyday He'll come and take my place And show you things that I just couldn't face, We'll sit and sing a song Of what we did wrong. Don't tell me the worst is over now, Don't tell me what I can see with my eyes Don't tell me the worst is over now, Bend my will again, Then mend it straight. Her eyes are watering I said we're better off this way Things change, Its happening everyday He'll come and take my place And show you things that I just couldn't face, We'll sit and sing a song Of what we did wrong. And maybe Ill regret you And maybe Ill regret you, And maybe Ill regret you Its all in my mind All in my mind
LOVE SEAT by THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS
life is stupid.
especially my life. freaking fucked up.
goddamnit, i have no idea what im doing.
and i fucking owe alot of people money. this happens alot to me.
especially when i overspend. bloody hell.
life is full of regrets.
so you must get the best out of it before some asshole whacks you and you die.
♥ MEL
7:06 PM
♥ Saturday, August 23, 2008
Oh I, had a lot to say. Was thinking, on my time away. I missed you and things weren't the same. Cause everything inside, it never comes out right. And when I see you cry, it makes me wanna die. I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue. I'm sorry about all the things I said to you. And I know I can't take it back. I love how you kiss. I love all your sounds, And baby the way you make my world go round, And I just, wanted to say, I’m sorry. This time, I think I'm to blame. It's harder, to get through the days. We get older and blame turns to shame. Cause everything inside, it never comes out right. And when I see you cry, it makes me wanna die. I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue. I'm sorry about all the things I said to you. And I know, I can't take it back. I love how you kiss. I love all your sounds, And baby the way you make my world go round, And I just, wanted to say, I’m sorry. Every single day, I think about how we came all this way. The sleepless nights and the tears you cried. It's never too late to make it right, oh yeah, sorry. I’m sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you’re blue. I'm sorry about all the things I said to you. And I know, I can't take it back. I love how you kiss. I love all your sounds, And baby the way you make my world go round, And I just, wanted to say, I’m sorry. I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry baby, Yeah, I’m sorry.
SORRY by BUCKCHERRY
sorry is hard to say. but sometimes, you got to say it.
and move on.
im sorry. and i mean it.
♥ MEL
2:58 AM
♥ Tuesday, August 19, 2008
I used to wanna feel your summer sweat Seeping right into my eyes I used to wanna feel your body quake when I sank my teeth into your thighs Where did you come from Where have you been I don't know that much about you But I don't think that I would like to anymore The curtain's rising just like the ante Here we go now, break a leg No, I literally mean it. But this time around, I'm sick of you leading me on I'm sick of you stringing me along I do hereby swear a bounty on your heart I hereby swear Every poison kiss that you blew I deflected with an icy cold stare that I burn for you Ooh, what's a boy to do? Where did you come from Where have you been I don't know that much about you But I don't think that I would like to anymore The curtain's rising just like the ante Here we go now, break a leg No, I literally mean it. But this time around, I'm sick of you leading me on I'm sick of you stringing me along I do hereby swear a bounty on your heart I hereby swear Oh my God, Not even Hell could be hotter than you right now Not even Hell Could be hotter than you right now Oh, not even Hell could be hotter than you right now Oh, not even Hell could be hotter than you right now Oh, not even Hell. BREAK A LEG by THE SPILL CANVAS excuse me, my previous post was about my grandpa.
not some stupid heartbreak story.
rawrr.
anyways, nice songs by the spill canvas:
(1) break a leg (2) the dutch courage (3) self conclusion (4) bracelets (5) staplegunned (6) secret oath (7) black dresses
seriously good songs. though some quite depressing and emo.
hahahaha
anyways.
dom:
haha, posts supposed to have words what. lols, unless its a picture blog. then all pictures le d= hahahaha ((:
♥ MEL
9:27 PM
♥ Tuesday, August 12, 2008
I swear that you dont have to go I thought we could wait for the fireworks I thought we could wait for the snow, to wash over Georgia and kill the hurt I thought I could live in your armsand spend every moment I have with you stay up all night with the stars confess all the faith that I had in you I had in you Too late, im sure and lonely Another night, another dream wasted on you Just be here now against me You know the words, so sing along for me baby For heavens sake I know you're sorrybut you won't stop crying This anniversary may never be the same Inside I hope you know im dying, with my heart beside me in shattered pieces that may never be replaced and if I died right now, you'd never be the same I thought with a month of apart, together would find us an opening and moonlight would provide the spark and that i would stumble across the key, or break down the door to your heart Forever could see us not you and me and you'd help me out of the darkand id give my heart as an offering Too late, im sure and lonely Another night, another dream wasted on you Just be here now against me You know the words, so sing along for me baby For heavens sake I know you're sorry but you won't stop crying This anniversary may never be the same Inside I hope you know im dying, with my heart beside me in shattered pieces that may never be replaced and if I died right now, you'd never be the same and I will always remember you as you are right now to me and I will always remember you now remember you now So sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side sleep alone tonight how does he feel how does he kiss how does he taste while hes on your lips I cant forget youI know you want me to want you i want toBut i cant forget you so when this is over dont blow your composure baby I cant forget youI know you want me to want you I want to...
THREE CHEERS FOR FIVE YEARS by MAYDAY PARADE
im not supposed to be doing this now cos its my prelim exam period. but i dont care.
i am so totally not in exam mood. like, yesterday morning. people in class were reading english stuff and there i was, listening to ipod and texting.
and when i sat down at my desk in the exam hall. sudden realisation hit me in the ass. and i was panicking.
like, shit i dont know what to write for compo. i wasnt in my 'inspirational' mood.
but hell, i think i did fine in the end.
my stupid compo had someone died. as usual.
i think i went rather out of point. but hopefully, the teacher wont condemn the sadist in me. hope i can get an 1 for english. or i really deserve to be slapped ._.
sighh, recently been looking thru photoalbum.
this person in my mind. makes me cry.
i see his gentle smile. i hear his nice encouragements. i feel his rough hand.
this person was always here with me. and i miss him dearly.
i wish he was still here. i wish he could still encourage me. support me. and tell me i can do it.
tears are already flowing. whenever i think of him, i cry.
the memory of him etched in my heart forever.
i miss having meals with him. i miss talking to him. i miss singing to him. i miss seeing him. i miss going over to his house and watching cantonese serials with him. i miss hearing him talk. i miss his presence.
i wish he was here to encourage me. especially since its exam period.
a very important person in my life.
i can never forget him.
the smile of encouragement. the words of wisdom. the eyes that glittered with hope. the brain that is filled with never ending intelligence.
he is someone i really admire. someone whos wit is so great i cannot compare with anyone else. someone kind. someone caring.
enough said. i have to regain composure.
take care people!
♥ MEL
8:33 PM
♥ Friday, August 08, 2008
So sick of the hobos Always beggin' for change I don't like how I gotta work And they just sit around and get paid I hate all of the people Who can't drive their cars Bitch, you better get out of the way Before I start falling apart I hate how my wife Is always up my ass She always wants to buy brand new things But I don't have the cash Well I hate my job, all o' my rich friends I hate everyone to the bitter end Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight I hate my life How come I never get laid? Nice guys always lose How could she have another headache? There's always some kind of excuse I still hate my job My boss is a dick I don't get paid nearly enough To put up with all of his shit I hate that I can't tell When a girl's underage And how I tell her she's a nice piece of ass Then her daddy punches me in the face So if you're pissed like me Bitches here's what you've gotta do Put your middle fingers up in the air Go on and say 'Fuck you' So much at stake Can't catch a break I hate my life No there's nothing new And it sucks to be you I fucking hate my life
HATE MY LIFE by theory of a dead man
its as funny song. interesting lyrics.
its been so long since i blogged. and i dont want my blog to be dead.
so here's a post.
and that does not solve the case of my tagboard being dead. haha, ahh wells.
im typing really fast now. cos im hoping to get off the com soon and go get some rest. im really tired today though i had a two hour nap in the afternoon.
but well, i guess this is life.
GAWD, this is not an emo post.
and for those who know the inside joke, im not going to sing "everybody makes mistakes, everybody has those days"
hahahaha
prelims are here and im stressed. and why am i online. i have no idea....
well, heres a post to kill the deadness of my blog.
and yeah, you guys have a nice day ((:
ohh, and hi dom ((:
♥ MEL
6:03 AM
ME ♥
MEL THE GREAT ♥
how many great people on earth do you know?
MELMELMEL ♥
17yo.
09.01.1992.
pei chun public school. class of 2004.
cedar girls seconday school. class of 2008.
anderson junior college. class of 2010.
