I swear that you dont have to go I thought we could wait for the fireworks I thought we could wait for the snow, to wash over Georgia and kill the hurt I thought I could live in your armsand spend every moment I have with you stay up all night with the stars confess all the faith that I had in you I had in you Too late, im sure and lonely Another night, another dream wasted on you Just be here now against me You know the words, so sing along for me baby For heavens sake I know you're sorrybut you won't stop crying This anniversary may never be the same Inside I hope you know im dying, with my heart beside me in shattered pieces that may never be replaced and if I died right now, you'd never be the same I thought with a month of apart, together would find us an opening and moonlight would provide the spark and that i would stumble across the key, or break down the door to your heart Forever could see us not you and me and you'd help me out of the darkand id give my heart as an offering Too late, im sure and lonely Another night, another dream wasted on you Just be here now against me You know the words, so sing along for me baby For heavens sake I know you're sorry but you won't stop crying This anniversary may never be the same Inside I hope you know im dying, with my heart beside me in shattered pieces that may never be replaced and if I died right now, you'd never be the same and I will always remember you as you are right now to me and I will always remember you now remember you now So sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side sleep alone tonight how does he feel how does he kiss how does he taste while hes on your lips I cant forget youI know you want me to want you i want toBut i cant forget you so when this is over dont blow your composure baby I cant forget youI know you want me to want you I want to...
THREE CHEERS FOR FIVE YEARS by MAYDAY PARADE
im not supposed to be doing this now cos its my prelim exam period. but i dont care.
i am so totally not in exam mood. like, yesterday morning. people in class were reading english stuff and there i was, listening to ipod and texting.
and when i sat down at my desk in the exam hall. sudden realisation hit me in the ass. and i was panicking.
like, shit i dont know what to write for compo. i wasnt in my 'inspirational' mood.
but hell, i think i did fine in the end.
my stupid compo had someone died. as usual.
i think i went rather out of point. but hopefully, the teacher wont condemn the sadist in me. hope i can get an 1 for english. or i really deserve to be slapped ._.
sighh, recently been looking thru photoalbum.
this person in my mind. makes me cry.
i see his gentle smile. i hear his nice encouragements. i feel his rough hand.
this person was always here with me. and i miss him dearly.
i wish he was still here. i wish he could still encourage me. support me. and tell me i can do it.
tears are already flowing. whenever i think of him, i cry.
the memory of him etched in my heart forever.
i miss having meals with him. i miss talking to him. i miss singing to him. i miss seeing him. i miss going over to his house and watching cantonese serials with him. i miss hearing him talk. i miss his presence.
i wish he was here to encourage me. especially since its exam period.
a very important person in my life.
i can never forget him.
the smile of encouragement. the words of wisdom. the eyes that glittered with hope. the brain that is filled with never ending intelligence.
he is someone i really admire. someone whos wit is so great i cannot compare with anyone else. someone kind. someone caring.
enough said. i have to regain composure.
take care people!
♥ MEL
8:33 PM
ME ♥
MEL THE GREAT ♥
how many great people on earth do you know?
MELMELMEL ♥
17yo.
09.01.1992.
pei chun public school. class of 2004.
cedar girls seconday school. class of 2008.
anderson junior college. class of 2010.
