another cigarette and i'm so bored your words are making sense i was taken, but you were waiting one more drink and i'm convinced not one more sound let your hair down take the low road no one will know whoa, i feel just like we're taking control of the night, of the night yeah yeah whoa, i feel just like we're losing control but if you let go, i'll let go tonight another minute lived, if you take me i'll take what you will give i was late and she kept waiting but i hope she knows where i've been not one more sound let your hair down take the low road no one will know whoa, i feel just like we're taking control of the night, of the night yeah yeah whoa, i feel just like we're losing control but if you let go, i'll let go tonight i'm coming down bring me up take it off let's just touch(x4) whoa, i feel just like we're taking control of the night, of the night yeah yeah whoa, i feel just like we're losing control but if you let go, i'll let go tonight
CONTROL by METRO STATION
enough of german posts. half the world doesnt know what im trying to say.
anyways, cool songs on my playlist. check them out (:
yay. Os are coming. im soooooooooooo excited. I AM SO NOT SARCASTIC.
study hard everyone (:
and for those who wanna play pool, better book appointment with me fastfast. im busy person.
LOLS
alrighty (: toodles (:
ily
♥ MEL
8:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Lets go down nowInto the darkness of your thoughts Hurry up now, we’re waiting for us to fall(I fall to pieces now) I fall to pieces now A broken mirror(I fall to pieces) in your life The silence in black and white Falling forward as she walks towards the light Right now I'm outside of your window with my radio I sleep with one eye open so I can(I sleep with one eye open) see you breathing I follow your chest home(So I can see your breathing) until I can see you I can hear you breathe in, exhaleThe silence in black and white Right now I'm outside of your window with my radio Right now I'm outside of your window with my radio I'm outside of your window with my radio I'm outside of your window with my radio I'm outside of your window with my radio I'm outside of your window with my radio You are the only station, you play the song I know You are the song I know
NIKI FM by HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS
Ich bin dankbar Sie haben gegeben mir diese Chance. Ich werde es ebenso viel schätzen, wie ich Sie schätze. Ich werde Sie immer lieben.
schatz, danke danke danke (:
ich verpasse sie. danke, sie rette mich (:
♥ MEL
2:57 AM
♥ Saturday, September 20, 2008
She had an earthquake on her mind, I almost heard her cry out as I left her far behind I knew the world was crashing down around her I sink now to the ocean floor Because I know that we are more but I've made this mess I built this fire, are you still mine? Cause baby, I'm not alright when you go I'm not fine Please be all mine I never want you to go because I am all yours So please be all mine She had an earthquake on her mind, Apparently the kind that would bury us alive By putting all this weight on us forever I lie here on the ocean floor Broken castle by the shore and I made this mess I built this fire, are you still mine? Cuse baby, I'm not alright when you go I'm not fine Please be all mine I never want you to go because I am all yours So please be all mine Let me save us I've slaughtered us, I've murdered our love I can taste it, this blood in my mouth This knife in my lungs Have I murdered our love? Have I murdered our love? Cause baby, I'm not alright when you go I'm not fine Yeah, please be all mine I never want you to go because I am all yours So please be all mine
EARTHQUAKE by THE USED
Hat nicht erwartet, dass ich würde fallen so hart. ich nicht weiß, ob zu hassen oder zu lieben. ich wünsche, dass ich Ihr Gemüt. ich wünsche lesen könnte, dass ich nur wäre mich selbst wieder. ich verursache mich selbst deshalb viel Schmerz. ich unter Zwang wegen so vieler Dinge bin, die ich logisch denken kann
Ich messe Zeit und, und zu atmen, kann noch ich nicht stehen muss sperren, sehend, dass alle diese geschieht. ich kann nicht atmen. ich rechts. nicht denken kann, und manchmal ich wünsche, dass ich könnte sterben jetzt. ich mich selbst. für diese Verwirrung in mir. und noch, ich denke hasse, dass ich verliere zu viel von meinem Stolz. ich verliere Griff von mich selbst wegen Sie. dies nie zu mir. und geschehen ist So hart. so tief. ich kann nicht verstehen, warum dies geschieht zu mir. mir eine Chance. ich kenne gibt, dass Sie wollen zu. ich kann erzählen. es ist unglücklich. ich habe ein Ich. so macht Sie. ich nicht nicht bedeutet habe, was ich gesagt habe, und ich habe nie bedeutet, Ihnen. zu schaden, macht mir dies nicht.
Ich muss, zu lassen, geht. noch ich will zu nicht. Ich verletze mich selbst deshalb viel schon. kann Sie tragen zu sehen, dass mich sterbe? Es ist mein Drehungslebensunterhalt auf einer falschen Hoffnung. Ich weiß schließlich, wie es fühlt. Es tut mir Leid den ich habe gemacht Sie fühlen so. Foltern Sie mich auf diese Weise nicht. Ich habe von meinen Fehlern gelernt. Und dies bettelt nicht. Ich habe nur Sie gewollt zu wissen, wie ich fühle. Ich bin wirklich erbärmlich. Ich entschuldige mich aufrichtig. Sie bedeuten deshalb mir viel, kann ich auch nicht glauben. Sie dürften über mir sein. Aber ich bin dass über Ihnen nicht. Geben Sie mir eine Chance. Ichliebe Sie
♥ MEL
2:08 AM
♥ Monday, September 15, 2008
Die, die, die my darling, Die, die, die my darling, Die, die, die my darling Die, die, die my darling Don't utter a single word Die, die, die my darling Just shut your pretty mouth I'll be seeing you again I'll be seeing you in Hell Don't cry to me oh baby Your future's in an oblong box, yeah Don't cry to me oh baby Should have seen it a-comin' on Don't cry to me oh baby I don't know it was in your power Don't cry to me oh baby Dead-end girl for a dead-end guy Don't cry to me oh baby Now your life drains on the floor Don't cry to me oh baby Die, die, die my darling Don't utter a single word Die, die, die my darling Just shut your pretty mouth I'll be seeing you again I'll be seeing you in Hell Don't cry to me a baby Your future is in an oblong box Don't cry to me oh baby Should have seen the end a-comin' on, a-comin' Don't cry to me oh baby I don't know it was in your power Don't cry to me oh baby Dead-end girl for a dead-end guy Don't cry to me oh baby Now your life drains on the floor Don't cry to me oh baby Die, die, die my darling Don't utter a single word Die, die, die my darling Shut your pretty mouth I'll be seeing you again I'll be seeing you in Hell Don't cry to me oh baby Die, die, die my darling Don't cry to me oh baby Die, die, die my darling Die, die, die my darling Die, die, die my darling Shut your pretty mouth Die, die, die my darling Die, die, die my darling Die, die, die my darling Die, die, die, die, die, die....
DIE, DIE MY DARLING by AIDEN
i love watching lanterns catch fire and burn. magnificent.
i love the moon. but i hate mooncakes.
everything in life is about love-hate situation.
life is interesting....
♥ MEL
12:52 AM
♥ Saturday, September 13, 2008
Don't say you don't miss me yet I must concede There's something I have to explain It isn't easy playing your way I can't even begin to say I'm taking back my choices I'm gonna take us down I've seen the bravest lions shy away I've seen the tallest tress fall down I've made a hobby of self-deprecating my honesty and my integrity Don't let me take us now Don't say goodnight, Say goodbye (say goodbye) You can't mend us now (mend us now) You can't fix a shattered heart Don't even try I'll sell you every ounce of honesty you'll buy it all and lie with me I can't pretend there's any truth to me It's all just vanity and greed Let me take and call you a crier I'm gonna need it more Don't say goodnight, Say goodbye (say goodbye) You can't mend us now (mend us now) You can't fix a shattered heart Don't even try Here's my advice if you know what's good for you Don't let your guard down, don't let your guard down Here's my advice if you know what's good for you Don't let your guard down, don't let your guard down Here's my advice if you know what's good for you Don't let your guard down, don't let your guard down Here's my advice if you know what's good for you Don't let your guard down, don't let your guard down now Don't let me drag you down Don't say goodnight, say goodbye (say goodbye) You can't mend us now (mend us now) You can't fix a shattered heart Don't even try Don't say goodnight, say goodbye (say goodbye) You can't mend us now (mend us now) You can't fix a shattered heart Don't even try I'm taking back my choices I'm gonna drag us down Let me take and call you a crier I'm gonna need it more VANITY AND GREED by SILVERSTEIN
vain guys SUCK. spend hours in front of the mirror.
think you so handsome ah?
its true everyone wants to dress up, look nice.
but when you're a bastard, what for dress up? still the same.
got the word BASTARD written all over your face. (which is just like a dog)
take time to reflect. instead of staring at the reflection in the mirror.
life rocks. life is great.
dont let your guard down.
karma will turn around and smack you in the ass. and you'll be some weeping dog.
oh, i forgot. some dogs are just so despo. cant find food, its okay. anyhow anyhow. take cat's food also can.
might as well just eat shit.
SHE WHO LAUGHS LAST LAUGHS THE LOUDEST.
bastards out there. dont laugh yet.
you're just a bunch of empty vessels. and you suck. bet you know it but your fucking EGO is far too great for you to admit.
ahh, who gives a damn.
some people just cant stand being dumped. oh well, i got nothing to say to that.
STRAITJACKET FEELING by ALL AMERICAN REJECTS
Back me down from backing up Hold your breath now it's stacking up Etched with marks but i can deal And you're the problem and you can't feel Try this on straitjacket feeling So maybe i won't be alone Take back now my life you're stealin' Yesterday was hell, But today i'm fine without you Run away this time without you And all i ever thought you'd be That face is tearing holes in me again Trust you is just one defense With a list of others you don't make sense Beg me time and time again To take you back now but you can't win Take back now my life you're stealin Yesterday was hell, But today i'm fine without you Run away this time without you And all i ever thought you'd be that face is tearing holes in me But today i'm fine without you Run away this time without you And all the things you put me through I'm holding on by letting go of you And when that memory slips away There will be a better view from here And only lonesome you remains And just the thought of you i fear Grip falls away Yesterday was hell, But today i'm fine without you Run away this time without you And all i ever thought you'd be that face is tearing holes in me But today i'm fine without you Run away this time without you And all the things you put me through I'm holding on by letting go of you
once again, special thanks to STACEY, REUBEN, IAN, JONATHAN and YUANTAT. nice of you guys to help me all the time (:
i love you guys (:
HERE TODAY, GONE TOMORROW by SILVERSTEIN
Thirty hour drive from home. Think I'd feel so alone, that couldn't be less true. Family travelling by my side. Lifeline friends we can't deny. See the world with you. Here today, gone tomorrow. We're saying our goodbyes. Drive away from the past. Don't be sad, don't feel sorrow. The memories in our hearts, I won't forget. An icy road with no remorse. A metal box drifting off course is taking everything. I can't believe we lost you, I can't feel any worse now. This must be a dream. When will someone wake me? Here today, gone tomorrow. We're saying our goodbyes. Drive away from the past. Don't be sad, don't feel sorrow. The memories in our hearts, I won't forget. All my life, I've never felt so strong as when we're all together. All my days, I've never felt so powerless when you were taken away. There's no one in this world with so much love and so much passion. We'll say goodbye, but we won't forget the liberty and fortitude. Here today, gone tomorrow. We're saying our goodbyes. Drive away from the past. Don't be sad, don't feel sorrow. The memories in our hearts, I won't forget. I won't forget. (It's in our hearts, it's in our hearts)
oh, goodness gracious. SILVERSTEIN ROCKS. we gotta play them for our band! hoohoo!
dont let your guard down (: quote of the day.
♥ MEL
3:18 AM
♥ Friday, September 12, 2008
Suppose that I missed you Suppose that I care And suppose that I spent all my nights running scared And suppose That I was never there In my eyes I'm screaming for the sight of you And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through And I can't hold on to you So I guess I'll be lonely too Suppose we were happy Suppose it was true And suppose there were cold nights but we found that waiting through And suppose that I'm nothing without you My eyes I'm screaming for the sight of you And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through And I can't hold on to you So I guess I'll be lonely too Slow way down This break down's eating me alive And I'm tired This fire's fighting to survive Tell me a secret (I want it) Tell me a story (I need it) I'll listen intensively I'll stay awake all night All I need is a whisper (So don't leave) There's nothing left in me (Please help me) Not even my body is strong enough to fight (Let's make this right) Please help me make this right Suppose that I was wrong Suppose you were here And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears And suppose this fight just disappeared In my eyes I'm screaming for the sight of you And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through And I can't hold on to you So I guess I'll be lonely too But I'd rather be here with you
SUPPOSE by SECONDHAND SERENADE
life sucks. i live my life day by day. everyday awaiting a new day. everyday hoping i can keep my smile on.
Os are coming. as the clock ticks by, i worry.
i worry that i wont be able to get into the jc i want. i worry i cant get my dream course. i worry i screw up my life.
been putting aside distractions the past few days. but sometimes, its hard.
very very hard.
when i take mrt, i listen to songs.... i cry. tears just roll down. and the people around probably wonder why im crying.
which is dumb. some stupid girl is crying in public. WTF ._.
life seriously sucks. and well, life is unfair.
DUH. i mean, who doesnt think that way too.
its quite dumb. sometimes you hear so many stories about different people. you dont know who to trust.
stick alone. be true to yourself. and not get deceived.
dont be vulnerable. dont fall for others' trap.
this world is fucked up.
songs to recommend: (1) sorry- buckcherry (2)here today gone tomorrow- silverstein (3)stranger- secondhand serenade (4)vanity and greed- silverstein (5)stay close dont go- secondhand serenade
STRANGER- secondhand serenade
Turn Around Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction So there is a connection I can't speak I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention I'm staring at perfection Take a look at me so you can see How beautiful you are You call me a stranger You say I'm a danger But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight I'm broke and abandoned You are an angel Making all my dreams come true tonight I'm confident But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you I knew you could see right through me I saw my life flash right before my very eyes And I knew just what we'd turn into I was hoping that you could see Take a look at me so you can see You call me a stranger You say I'm a danger But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight I'm broke and abandoned You are an angel Making all my dreams come true tonight You are an angel Making all my dreams come true tonight Take a look at me so you can see How beautiful you are [x4] Your beauty seems so far away I'd have to write a thousand songs To make you comprehend how beautiful you are I know that I can't make you stay But I would give my final breath To make you understand how beautiful you are Understand how beautiful you are You call me a stranger You say I'm a danger But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight I'm broke and abandoned You are an angel Making all my dreams come true tonight You call me a stranger You say I'm a danger You call me a stranger
and special thanks to my brothers. for always being here for me.
thank you reuben, dominic, jonathan, ian. without you guys, i'd have just killed myself due to too much stress
and my best friends.... thank you so much stacey, lydia. without you, i'd probably have cried myself blind
Like a target drawn across my chest, She’s a bullet in Russian Roulette You said you’d never turn your back on me? Rescue me! Rescue me! Would you stand by me, or bury me? Bury me! Why don’t we end this lie? I can’t pretend this time I need a friend to find, My broken mind, before it falls to pieces… This suffering! Every time, You tried to leave me blind You’ll never close my eyes, You’ll never close my eyes and watch me die! And when she spins the bottle round and round, Every time it leaves me gagged and bound You said you’d never turn your back on me? Rescue me! Rescue me! Would you stand by me, or bury me? Bury me! Why don’t we end this lie? I can’t pretend this time I need a friend to find, My broken mind, before it falls to pieces… This suffering! Every time, You tried to leave me blind You’ll never close my eyes, You’ll never close my eyes and watch me die! Misery, won’t get the best of me ‘Cause now I’m calling, yes I’m calling on your bluff Throw down the cards, I’ve had enough! Why don’t we end this lie? I can’t pretend this time I need a friend to find, My broken mind, before it falls to pieces… This suffering! Every time, You tried to leave me blind You’ll never close my eyes, You’ll never close my eyes and watch me die!
THIS SUFFERING by BILLY TALENT
cool song.
but it doesnt change the way life sucks. and life just goes on the way it does.
boo to all the losers who hate me. do i look like i give a fuck?
seriously man, im so sick and tired of living. things that i want fast come so slow. things that i want slow come so fast.
life just sucks. no one can change the way life goes.
no one can change me.
toodles [:
jiahui-- never buy leh. howhow? LOLS
♥ MEL
7:39 PM
♥ Wednesday, September 03, 2008
I'm a cold heartbreaker Fit ta burn and I'll rip Your heart in two An I'll leave you lyin' on the bed I'll be out the door before ya wake It's nuthin' new ta you 'Cause I think we've seen that movie too 'Cause you could be mine But you're way out of line With your bitch slap rappin' And your cocaine tongue You get nuthin' done I said you could be mine Now holidays come and then they go It's nothin' new today Collect another memory When I come home late at night Don't ask me where I've been Just count your stars I'm home again 'Cause you could be mine But you're way out of line With your bitch slap rappin' And your cocaine tongue You get nuthin' done I said you could be mine You've gone sketchin' too many times Why don't ya give it a rest WhyMust you find Another reason to cry While you're breakin' down my back n' I been rackin' out my brain It don't matter how we make it 'Cause it always ends the same You can push it for more mileage But your flaps r' wearin' thin And I could sleep on it 'til mornin' But this nightmare never ends Don't forget to call my lawyers With ridiculous demands An you can take the pity so far But it's more than I can stand 'Cause this couchtrip's gettin' older Tell me how long has it been 'Cause 5 years is forever An you haven't grown up yet You could be mine But you're way out of line With your bitch slap rappin' And your cocaine tongue You get nuthin' done I said you could be mine You should be You could be mine Yeah !
YOU COULD BE MINE by GUNS AND ROSES
im back from malaysia. bet you all missed me!
hahahaha, bought lots of stuff.
shirts, shoes, food, food and more food =D
until damn broke larh. but lucky not i pay. LOLS, damn fun. got 3 new pairs of shoes.
heehee! not to mention all the gum. yummy yum yum ((:
im tired.
toodles!
♥ MEL
8:21 PM
ME ♥
MEL THE GREAT ♥
how many great people on earth do you know?
MELMELMEL ♥
17yo.
09.01.1992.
pei chun public school. class of 2004.
cedar girls seconday school. class of 2008.
anderson junior college. class of 2010.
