Suppose that I missed you Suppose that I care And suppose that I spent all my nights running scared And suppose That I was never there In my eyes I'm screaming for the sight of you And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through And I can't hold on to you So I guess I'll be lonely too Suppose we were happy Suppose it was true And suppose there were cold nights but we found that waiting through And suppose that I'm nothing without you My eyes I'm screaming for the sight of you And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through And I can't hold on to you So I guess I'll be lonely too Slow way down This break down's eating me alive And I'm tired This fire's fighting to survive Tell me a secret (I want it) Tell me a story (I need it) I'll listen intensively I'll stay awake all night All I need is a whisper (So don't leave) There's nothing left in me (Please help me) Not even my body is strong enough to fight (Let's make this right) Please help me make this right Suppose that I was wrong Suppose you were here And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears And suppose this fight just disappeared In my eyes I'm screaming for the sight of you And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through And I can't hold on to you So I guess I'll be lonely too But I'd rather be here with you
SUPPOSE by SECONDHAND SERENADE
life sucks. i live my life day by day. everyday awaiting a new day. everyday hoping i can keep my smile on.
Os are coming. as the clock ticks by, i worry.
i worry that i wont be able to get into the jc i want. i worry i cant get my dream course. i worry i screw up my life.
been putting aside distractions the past few days. but sometimes, its hard.
very very hard.
when i take mrt, i listen to songs.... i cry. tears just roll down. and the people around probably wonder why im crying.
which is dumb. some stupid girl is crying in public. WTF ._.
life seriously sucks. and well, life is unfair.
DUH. i mean, who doesnt think that way too.
its quite dumb. sometimes you hear so many stories about different people. you dont know who to trust.
stick alone. be true to yourself. and not get deceived.
dont be vulnerable. dont fall for others' trap.
this world is fucked up.
songs to recommend: (1) sorry- buckcherry (2)here today gone tomorrow- silverstein (3)stranger- secondhand serenade (4)vanity and greed- silverstein (5)stay close dont go- secondhand serenade
STRANGER- secondhand serenade
Turn Around Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction So there is a connection I can't speak I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention I'm staring at perfection Take a look at me so you can see How beautiful you are You call me a stranger You say I'm a danger But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight I'm broke and abandoned You are an angel Making all my dreams come true tonight I'm confident But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you I knew you could see right through me I saw my life flash right before my very eyes And I knew just what we'd turn into I was hoping that you could see Take a look at me so you can see You call me a stranger You say I'm a danger But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight I'm broke and abandoned You are an angel Making all my dreams come true tonight You are an angel Making all my dreams come true tonight Take a look at me so you can see How beautiful you are [x4] Your beauty seems so far away I'd have to write a thousand songs To make you comprehend how beautiful you are I know that I can't make you stay But I would give my final breath To make you understand how beautiful you are Understand how beautiful you are You call me a stranger You say I'm a danger But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight I'm broke and abandoned You are an angel Making all my dreams come true tonight You call me a stranger You say I'm a danger You call me a stranger
and special thanks to my brothers. for always being here for me.
thank you reuben, dominic, jonathan, ian. without you guys, i'd have just killed myself due to too much stress
and my best friends.... thank you so much stacey, lydia. without you, i'd probably have cried myself blind
