won't you love me too. it's as simple as that ♥

♥ Friday, October 31, 2008

Well I saw fireworks from the freeway
And behind closed eyes, I cannot make them go away
Cause you were born on the fourth of July
Freedom ring
Well something on the surface it stinks
I said something on the surface
Well it kind of makes me nervous
To say that you deserve this
And what kind of God would serve this
We will cure this dirty old disease
Well if you you've gots the poison, I've gots the remedy
The remedy is the experience, this is a dangerous liaison
I says the comedy is that it's serious
This is a strange enough new play on words
I said, the tragedy is that you're going to spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
Well, it all amounts to nothing
In the end
I won't worry my life away
I won't worry my life away
Well I heard two men, talking on the radio
In a crossfire kind of new reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
Or they were counting down the ways to stab the brother in the
Be right back after this
The unavoidable kiss, with a minty fresh death-breath
Is sure to outlast this catastrophe
Dance with me
Well if you’ve gots the poison, I've gots the remedy
The remedy is the experience, this is a dangerous liaison
I says the comedy is that it's serious
This is a strange enough new play on words
I said, the tragedy is that you're going to spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
Well, it all amounts to nothing
In the end
I won't worry my life away
I won't worry my life away
When I fall in love
I take my time, there's no need to hurry
When I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun, but I'm still going to shine
And I'll tell you why
The remedy is the experience, this is a dangerous liaison
I says the comedy is that it's serious
This is a strange enough new play on words
I said, the tragedy is that you're going to spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
Well, it all amounts to nothing
In the end
I won't worry my life away
I won't worry my life away
Cause I won’t, I won’t, I won’t
Won’t worry my life away

THE REMEDY by JASON MRAZ

nowadays more into softcore stuff.
crazy hardcore, i pass on them.
cos theres no more maths exam.
i do well in maths when im feeling angry.
heh, so everytime before maths exam i listen to SLIPKNOT.
woohoo!

anyways, SPECIAL THANKS TO MY DARLING.
for the nicenice surprise.
which is,
the academy is's newest album.
OMFG.
i was so happy wanted to cry can!
and i miss you already.
tho i just said bye to you about 3hours ago.
if my calculation is correct.
if not,
im like, so dead.
turning into a bimbo xD
150 more right : D
slowly slowly pay back kay.
very shy de : D
ily and imy loads : D

well,
listen to the remedy.
its on my playlist on my blog.

and today has really been a special day : D

♥ MEL

4:45 AM

♥ Thursday, October 30, 2008

We're crashing cars we used to share
With summer girls
With summer hair
We're driving around chasing the stars
But the party's busted up
Before it ever starts
I'll never let you go
Don't ever forget
Tell me you'll remember
Forever young
I'll never let you fall
It's not over yet
You and me forever
Forever young
We're forever young
Stop making plans, start making sense
Don't you believe any word they said
Sparked up, sparked up like a book of matches
Falling through the night
And rising from the ashes
I'll never let you go
Don't ever forget
Tell me you'll remember
Forever young
I'll never let you fall
It's not over yet
You and me forever
Forever young
We're forever young
Don't come any closer
Don't tell me it's over
Don't kiss me goodbye
Here we are, am i taking this too hard?
Don't say that it's easy
The hardest part is leaving
Don't you wonder why...
Suddenly, we're all running out of time
I'll never let you go
Don't ever forget
Tell me you'll remember
Forever young
I'll never let you fall
It's not over yet
You and me forever
Forever young
We're forever young
We're forever young
We're forever young
SUMMER HAIR = FOREVER YOUNG by THE ACADEMY IS

nice song.
nice lyrics.

okay, i am so not going to start my blog posts with these words anymore.

the academy is's newest album is one to die for.

(1) their songs are so cool. its a break from hardcore.
(2) their drummer looks so cool! so fast.
(3) their lead singer is cute. even tho cannot beat others.
(if you know who im talking about)

heh, alright.

my life is so exciting.
i kill time by playing lame games on the internet.
and i spend alot of time lying on bed when im supposed to studying.

next time anyone online who is free, click on me.
we play msn games.
so fking fun.

DEAR! YOUR POEM SO TOUCHING : D
ily : D

SS! AHHHHHHHHHH!

♥ MEL

12:07 AM

♥ Sunday, October 26, 2008

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start
Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

FALL FOR YOU by SECONDHAND SERENADE

this is a nice song.
been listening to it today.
its nice.
and it makes me cry.
but not all the time tho.

its quite boring to study everyday man.
history is on tuesday and yet im so not in exam mood.
sighh....

anyways,
cheer up dear.
exam stress is bad.
and im sorry i keep making you angry.
study hard kay : D
and we'll play monopoly and paint nails after exams : D
yay : D
you can do it man!
jiayousjiayous!
must get many many A1s : D

toodles : D

♥ MEL

5:16 AM

♥ Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I'm sorry that it took so long to write this
Song but i gave up
You see, one million words can't describe how
It feels
To know your love
Where did I go wrong? I should have told you
From the start
That I'm closer than you think when
We're apart
Nothing that I've tried is as simple as
This line
Without you my life is incomplete my days are
Absolutely gray
And so i try to let your heart know for sure
That i have so much more
To tell you every single day
I swear i'm giving up my inside to the one
That I adore
I know this world is big enough for you and I
But I'll give you more
I'm coming home today to wipe the tear drops
From your eyes
I'm totally enamored by your life
Nothing that I've done has ever been for one
Without you my life is incomplete my days are
Absolutely gray
And so I try to let your heart know for sure
That I have so much more
To tell you every single day
My life is incomplete my rights are
Absolutely wrong
So wake me up before you leave today
Something I need to say
'cause there will be nothing when
You're gone

INTERNATIONAL YOU DAY by NO USE FOR A NAME

nice band.
nice song.
nice lyrics.
nice drummer.

i love international you day.

everyday is international YOU day : D

today is third days of Os.
AMATH paper.

scared careless only.
other than that quite okay.
quite easy, in fact.

easier than the fucked up prelim paper my school set.
hopefully can do better.
cos im kinda lazy and complacent as well.

anyways,
CHEER UP DEAR.
paper might be hard for you,
but its alright (:
sometimes i dont know what to say to make you feel better,
but i really hope you'll cheer up and keep moving forward.
dont worry about the papers you've done cos they are already over.
and just work hard for the next papers kay! : D
ily (:

toodles everyone

♥ MEL

3:53 AM

♥ Friday, October 10, 2008

There exists a melody,
That just might change your mind.
Oh, if only I knew the key,
To sing to make you mine.
Then I saw it on your keyboard,
And you saw it on my sleeve.
Oh, I never knew a heart existed,
Outside of make believe,
Then I saw it on your keyboard.
I knew at least that I might have a chance,
To catch a shooting star.
There exists a star above,
That always steals my stare.
And there exists a star on stage,
That never seems to care.
And then I saw it on your keyboard,
And you saw it in my eyes.
Oh, I didn't mean to scare you,
You just seem really nice.
And then I saw it on your keyboard.
I knew at least that I might have a chance,
To catch a shooting star.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
There exists a melody,
That just might change your mind.
Oh, if only I knew the key,
To sing to make you mine.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.

I SAW IT ON YOUR KEYBOARD by HELLOGOODBYE.

yeap,
im still having the hellogoodbye craze.

and theres nothing wrong with that kay!

hahahaha,
sometimes....
in life,
you miss a chance.
to get something to like.
to eat something you love.

an opportunity.
that comes only once.

fret not.
and stop scolding yourself a 'fucking moron' or whatever.

cos life will get better.
tell yourself

"NOTHING SHALL DAMPEN MY MOOD TODAY"

it works.

i tried it yesterday.
and i didnt emo at all.

taaaa-daaaaah!
i just unlocked the secret to staying happy everyday : D

stay happy.

10 more days to Os : D

♥ MEL

12:28 AM

♥ Monday, October 06, 2008

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
What's your, what's your...
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home [X4]
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

YOUR CALL by SECONDHAND SERENADE

its secondhand serenade day!
and even tho the songs make me cry.
today is so not a crying day.

i'll be at home for the whole of today!
YIPPEE : D

i was discussing with my mummy this morning.
for one hour.
about backstabbers.
and she was telling me
"dont have those kinda funny videos in your phone.
who knows you lose it or someone sabo you.
then all those kinda things in your phone come out on internet.
next time how you find job?"

and by those kinda things,
she meant funny photos or videos of myself.
which i obviously dont have at all (:

im a good kid okay..

hahahaha,
so i was just randomly looking in my phone.
all the funny photos i have.
naked stuff.
WOW O.O

wtf,
im not that kinda person larh.

does ELMO, COOKIE MONSTER and PIGLET wear clothes?

HAHA,
i take photos of my toys all the time : D

my beautiful table

this was taken during the time i was studying for midyear.

as for prelims,

and now it looks even more a mess.

but there are like, three chairs and a table containing thick stacks of books and notes.
couldnt be captured in the picture cos this are taken using phone camera?
buy me a nice camera please.

and this is my beautiful chemistry textbook

and this is something im super proud of

i miss being president ):

oh, heres the tiara.

meant for pretty people.

no wonder its lying on my table instead of my head!

and yesterday the bored and crazy high me was playing with my contact lens

oh, im such a genius huh.

blogging such lame stuff instead of studying.

and im supposed to blog about my dearest stupid boy called jia jun.

so this part is dedicated to you! : D

honoured anot?

i know my promises are always empty.

like, i keep saying i wont emo, but i still do.

but thanks for always trying to cheer me and try to wake me to my senses.

EMO IS BAD.

but well, sometimes its hard to control.

and i guess you know it too.

so you stay happy too.

once Os over go watch house bunny!

LOLS

thanks for teaching me geog and ss and history.

and that day doing chem was fun.

heehee : D

end of post.

time to get my ass back to my messy table and start mugging.

toodles

happy birthday caleb! (if you're reading this)

♥ MEL

7:49 PM

♥ Sunday, October 05, 2008

Girl, you wanted,
To shut it all off and make a run for the door.
It's so hard to make it.
For every inch we get we need a mile more.
But there is always so much distance can't but feel it somehow.
But you have never ever felt it like you feel it right now.
I'm closing off inside and, oh, it's only just started,
And you can't be close enough unless I'm feelin' your heartbeat.
All of your love,
Was all that I needed.
All of your love,
Was all that I needed.
Girl, what are you doin' now?
And are you goin' out,
Or has your life shut down?
Are you there?
This thing keeps cutting out.
I feel like freaking out,
But we keep reaching out.
But there is always so much distance can't but feel it somehow.
But you have never ever felt it like you feel it right now.
I'm closing off inside and, oh, it's only just started,
And you can't be close enough unless I'm feelin' your heartbeat.
All of your love,
Was all that I needed.
All of your love,
Was all that I needed.
Girl,
It's hard enough,
Just to move around.
It's hard enough,
Just to move around.
Oh, I wanted you.
Oh, I wanted you.
Oh, I wanted you, to move.
Oh, I wanted you.
Oh, I wanted you.
Oh, I wanted you, to move,
Around.
Around.
All of your love,
Was all that I needed.
All of your love,
Was all that I needed.
All of your love,
Was all that I needed.
All of your love,
Was all that I needed.

ALL OF YOUR LOVE by HELLOGOODBYE

this sudden craze with hellogoodbye and metro station is freaking me out.

like, suddenly....
slipknot isnt that appealing to me anymore.
i havent touched guns and roses, led zeppelin and ac/dc in ages!

and im not supposed to be here. AS USUAL.
cos im supposed to be studying.
but i had to have a break.
and here i am!

those wondering how come i can come online.
heh, my mummy went out to pick my sis.

i like the new music player on my blog.
and for those who arent used to hellogoodbye,
you can scroll down the playlist.
theres slipknot there (:

will blog another time when im more free.
which is most likely after Os?

or when my mummy leaves me home alone at home.
HAH!

life is like a glass of water.
mine's half empty (:

toodles (:

♥ MEL

9:53 PM

♥ Wednesday, October 01, 2008

I did my time and I want out
So effusive, fade
It doesn't cut, this soul is not so vibrant.
The reckoning, the sickening.
Packaging subversion
Psuedo-sacrosanct perversion
Go drill your deserts, go dig your graves!
Then fill your mouth with all the money you will save.
Sinking in, getting smaller again.
I'm done! It has begun, I'm not the only one!
And the rain will kill us all.
We throw ourselves against the wall.
But no-one else can see.
The preservation of the martyr in me.
Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial.
Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial.
There are cracks in the road we lay.
But we're the temple fell, the secrets have gone mad.
This is nothing new, but when we killed it all
The hate was all we had
Who needs another mess, we could start over.
Just look me in the eyes and say I'm wrong!
Now there's only emptiness
Venomous, insepid.
I think we're done-I'm not the only one!
And the rain will kill us all.
We throw ourselves against the wall.
But no-one else can see.
The preservation of the martyr in me.
Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial.
Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial.
The limits of the dead!
The limits of the dead!
The limits of the dead!
The limits of the dead!
Fake anti-facist lie(Psychosocial)
I tried to tell you but (Psychosocial)
Your purple hearts are giving out. (Psychosocial)
Can't stop a killing idea (Psychosocial)
If its hunting season(Psychosocial)
Is this what you want? (Psychosocial)
I'm not the only one!
And the rain will kill us all.
We throw ourselves against the wall.
But no-one else can see.
The preservation of the martyr in me.

PSYCHOSOCIAL by SLIPKNOT

i noticed some interesting lyrics.
but this is a nice song tho.
love it to death.

Os suck.
big time.

and i cant wait for it to end.

and im having a hard time here.
cos i've got a stomachache.

not the shit kind pain.
but dunno also larh.

must drink loads of water these days.
if not i'll just die.

getting pretty emo nowadays.
cant control emotions.
and to my dearest, who have always been tolerating me.
thanks so much, i really admire your tolerance level.
cos im such a pain in the ass.
still, cannot compare to Olevels larh.
that one is tree trunk up in the ass >_<

im such a genius.
fancy taking a break when im supposed to study.
im going insane.
there is no time for break.
and what the fuck am i doing here?
posting this stupid irrelevant post.

i'll totally get full marks for english cos i blogged.
i got to practise my english.
oooooh, how great!

right.

i need to get back to studying.

toodles

♥ MEL

2:01 AM