Intoxicate me I’m a lush Stop you’re making me blush
I don’t think you know I’m checking you So hot, so hot Wonder if you know You're on my radar
Interesting sense of style Ten million dollar smile Think I can handle that
Alright, that's it, I've had enough, I'm on my way to you It's nauseating and I'm sick of waiting for all these pointless calls to go through But no, I'm not a skeptic anymore At last I see what all of this ridiculous hard work is for The moisture in the air is begging for release and the memory of your stare is raining down on me Hypothetically if you were point A and theoretically if I was point B, we would be, we would be frantically melting into one massive point that could overcome anything Constantly you're working through the mileage in my head Oh, I'm calculating, yes I'm sick of waiting How many hours until I reach your bed? But no, I'm not a skeptic anymore At last I see what all of this ridiculous hard work is for The moisture in the air is begging for release and the memory of your stare is raining down on me Hypothetically if you were point A and theoretically if I was point B, we would be, we would be frantically melting into one massive point that could overcome anything My faith in you could move these mountains I am driving through It's times like these when I wish I could teleport to you 'cause then we wouldn't have an issue We're cleverly, strategically challenging our fright and insecurities, and never seem to want to leave Hypothetically if you were point A and theoretically if I was point B, we would be, we would be frantically melting into one massive point that could overcome anything Yeah, we would be, we would be frantically melting into one massive point that could overcome anything
TELEPORT A & B by THE SPILL CANVAS today, there are actually two songs stuck in my head.
because im filled with two emotions today. HAPPY and SAD.
two common emotions. but i guess, sometimes they really make you think. think about life.
okay, this is SO not going to be an emo post.
hmm, i shall begin with the sad.
sometimes in life, you make friends. friends that you wanna keep. but sometimes, things get complicated. more feelings are involved. then you lose your friend. and what if you like your friend? as in really like, but as a friend. its damn heart pain right? sheesh, i guess i lost a friend today. and im feeling quite unhappy about it.
i apologise profusely to that friend, whom i've probably hurt. im really sorry that things turned out this way.
not to forget, feel people who are important to me are going overseas. so im stuck in singapore. alone and bored. but its alright, life will go on. i'll try not to emo in loneliness. *shrugs*
In muddy grass we stand side by side with our knuckles interlocked Black dresses flood the cemetery in this cliche tragedy Just do as you're instructed and.... Take this razor and cut your palms I'll do the same until a river of crimson begins to flow Now drip your ruby red over the casket A funeral for my once loved youth My secret is fatally gorgeous I'd die for you But in this Bonnie and Clyde kind of romance tell me what would you do? My secret is fatally gorgeous I'd die for you But when your precious life is at stake tell me would you die for me too? The quivering liquids in your stomach will eat away at the bad habits that have made you a real character in the story of your now distant life Goodnight and goodbye, quickly In gentle greens we stand side by side with your head buried in my chest Black veils send me shivering The fear that part of me is dying Just do as you're instructed and.... Take this razor and cut your palms I'll do the same until a river of crimson begins to flow Now drip your ruby red over the casket A funeral for my once loved youth My secret is fatally gorgeous I'd die for you But in this Bonnie and Clyde kind of romance tell me what would you do? My secret is fatally gorgeous I'd die for you But when your precious life is at stake tell me would you die for me too? The quivering liquids in your stomach will eat away at the bad habits that have made you a real character in the story of your now distant life Goodnight and goodbye, quickly, quickly Goodbyes are said and roses thrown And the crowd starts to weep But the irony of the story is when I fell to my knees and began clawing at the dirt in front of the tombstone of my bashful childhood With you by my side, you're screaming at the top of your lungs, "let it go" And I'm screaming at the top of my lungs "The ceremony was not proper, there was not enough people, and who picked the music? Those melodies almost made me physically sick" My secret is fatally gorgeous I'd die for you But in this Bonnie and Clyde kind of romance tell me what would you do? My secret is fatally gorgeous I'd die for you But when your precious life is at stake tell me would you die for me too? The quivering liquids in your stomach will eat away at the bad habits that have made you a real character in the story of your now distant life Goodnight and goodbye, quickly Goodnight and goodbye, quickly
BLACK DRESSES by THE SPILL CANVAS
its a really emo song. but its nice. and im not supposed to be emo, but i cant help. i feel like crying. i think im stupid. i feel really disappointed with myself. but i'll try to evict those thoughts ASAP
anyway, about the happy.
now wipe away sad face. and happy face appears.
i had a great day today. i FINALLY watched Yes Man. and i learnt a moral from the story. dont say yes to everything. but somethings i dont regret saying yes (: those who know, good for you (:
and i owe someone 7dollars for the movie. but thanks for making today fun (:
well, i guess happy doesnt beat the sadness. cos it seems like the sad section was longer than the happy section. sheesh.
You're captivating while evading All the questions I have for you like, "What exactly makes you tick?" When the guilt sets in tell me What are we going to do? Your tongue is wet with a top secret passion I hope I am the cause of it I'll navigate this unsturdy vessel Filled with a soft sea of pillows and blankets And I fight the urge to explore The vastness of your curves I adore You know I, I hate you No, I hate you more You know I, I love you No, I love you more Yes, it's true You've brainwashed me and now I'm more confused I still somehow hope I end up with you Yes, it's true I romanticize every single thing I do Especially when it comes to you I've sunken in the quicksands of love And I don't want you to rescue me Screw what my supposed friends think It's obvious they reek of jealousy It's obvious they reek of jealousy And I fight the urge to explore The vastness of your curves I adore You know I, I hate you No, I hate you more You know I, I love you No, I love you more Yes, it's true You've brainwashed me and now I'm more confused I still somehow hope I end up with you Yes, it's true I romanticize every single thing I do Especially when it comes to you I hope to God I mean a little more then the sounds that escape your tired 4 A.M. lips And oh-how I wish I meant a little more then a symphony of heavy breathing and the friction of hips Yes, it's true You've brainwashed me and now I'm more confused I still somehow hope I end up with you Yes, it's true I romanticize every single thing I do Especially when it comes to you
HIMERUS AND EROS by THE SPILL CANVAS
gee, i guess the spill canvas is quite emo eh. ahh wells, lets look forward to CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS!
wow, its the great christmas party tomorrow. and im not really looking forward to it. time needs to pass slower. time is moving too fast. sheesh, when can time stop for me?
and what the fuck, im sounding all emo again?
i was supposed to watch the little nonya on tv today, but im totally not in the mood. i just wanna vent all these out.
i really hate to end today like this. someone please save me.
im sorry to the few people i've promised not to feel emo and troubled. i cant help it. even though i had an absolutely fun time outside today, a single text has spoilt my mood. completely.
alright. enough of this bullshit.
replies to tags: REUBEN-- badminton you need one hand to hold raquet and the other to hold shuttlecock mah. BILLY-- i know who you are (: and after watching yes man, you should know that i cant say yes to everything (:
heh, have fun people (:
TOODLES!
my smile still hasnt appeared ):
♥ MEL
4:25 AM
ME ♥
MEL THE GREAT ♥
how many great people on earth do you know?
MELMELMEL ♥
17yo.
09.01.1992.
pei chun public school. class of 2004.
cedar girls seconday school. class of 2008.
anderson junior college. class of 2010.
