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STARRY NIGHT
♥ Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Last christmas i gave you my heart,
But the very next day you gave it away

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
I wanna let you walk away tonight
Without a word
I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now, I swear
I'd tell you this
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
'Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no
I memorized the number
So why can't I make the call?
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
No no no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
Everything that I hold in
Is everything I can't let go
Can't let go, yeah
Cause baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, oh
I'm inconsolable, woah yeah
I'm inconlsolable, yeah

INCONSOLABLE by BACKSTREET BOYS

this post is for you.
and,
this song that describes how i feel now.

when you leave,
im inconsolable.

i guess i should've been more understanding.
i did a stupid thing.

and i know its retarded to blog about all these.
but my blog is really my only avenue of venting.
cos when im feeling this emo,
i cant talk to anyone.
i'll probably just piss them off.
and maybe i just did piss you off.


i woke up today,
waiting for a text.
you said you'd text me.
but i didnt receive anything.

so i texted you.

and i was feeling nervous.
cos i wondered what kind of reply you would give.
i was feeling really guilty about venting on you last night.
well, i lost a friend.
and i asked you a stupid question.
i already apologised.

i should have been more understanding.



give me a chance.
i love you.

♥ MEL
11:53 PM