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STARRY NIGHT
♥ Tuesday, December 23, 2008

The type of guy who doesn't see
What he has until she leaves
Don't let me go
Cause without me you know you're lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
Soon you will know


Today is the day
The worst day of my life
You're so content it hurts me
I don't know why
The cost of misery
Is at an all time high
I keep it hidden
Close to the surface in sight
I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know,
it should have been me
Could you be with him?
Or was it just a lie?
He doesn't catch you like I do
And you don't know why
You change your clothes and your hair
But I can't change your mind
Oh, I'm uninvited
So unrequited now
I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
Words screaming in my head
Why did you leave?
And I can't stop dreaming
Watching you and him
When it should have been
It should have been me
Today is the day
The worst day of my life
I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
Whoa
(I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe)
(I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me)
Tell me that you know, it should have been me
Whoa
(Don't try this at home, You said you don't see)
I don't want to know that you know, it should've been me
Whoa
(I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe)
(I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me)
Tell me that you know, it should have been me
Whoa
(Don't try this at home, You said you don't see)
I don't want to know that you know, it should've been me

LEARNING TO FALL by BOYS LIKE GIRLS


i should start a band called GIRLS LIKE GIRLS.

i should like girls.
i should turn into a lesbian.
steer clear of all guys.

maybe i should just lock myself up in my room and just suffocate myself with a pillow.
an easy death.
peaceful.


okay.
why the fuck am i talking about dying.
for fuck's sake,
its christmas eve!

anyway,
i miss school.
SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL.

and holidays really suck.
IT SUCKS.

or maybe my life just sucks.
my luck is bad.
everything that happens to me always has an evil.

i havent been an evil person.
i havent done much evil.
so why is all these bad luck falling on me.

HOLIDAYS SUCK.
why do people always have to go overseas?
why must i go overseas?

its always like this,
its like a cycle.
everytime i hang out with an amazing guy and have an amazingly great time,
the next day someone leaves for overseas.
and when both parties are back in singapore,
everything goes downhill.
its happened so many times.
and now its happened again.

DE JA VU.
its just like a de ja vu.
just that each time its someone different.

and i dont wanna lose a friend again.

heh,
anyway.
i was thinking about the word FALL.
i wanted to copy and paste the dictionary meaning.
but go check it out on your own.

actually,
the word fall doesnt mean much.
but the verb phrases are the most interesting.

FALL UPON- to chance upon, come upon
eg. i fell upon an amazing chance but i screwed up.

FALL FOR- to fall in love with; to fall for a trick
eg. i fell for this amazing dude.

FALL OUT- to quarrel or disagree
eg. i fell out with someone cos I WAS STUPID.

FALL DOWN- falling downwards, tripping, stumbling upon an obstacle.
eg. everything was going smoothly until i fell down on a huge mistake i made.

FALL BACK- give way, retreat
eg. please fall back into my life again



ITS CHRISTMAS TOMORROW.
and i miss my friends who are flying off today.
AHMA! i wish you were here to cheer me up like you did last night.... ):
hope you have fun in australia (:








WHITNEY! so clever! you managed to find my blog! hehheh, think i dunno ah....
you saw on my facebook right! (:





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♥ MEL
9:45 PM