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STARRY NIGHT
♥ Friday, January 30, 2009

And I just can't get over you
Since you've been gone
I fall apart
I knew you'd leave me from the very start
Tell me again just what you want from me
It's separation anxiety


Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of a head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like some thing's just aren't the same
What could I say?
I'll need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz everytime I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get my by
I'll need a little more help than a little bit
Like a perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by this time
I'm staring up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did
Or was I always in the way
Could someone tell me what to say
To just make you stay
I'll need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz everytime I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get my by
I'll need a little more help than a little bit
Like a perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by this time
I know it feels like the end
Don't wanna be here again
And we could help each other off the ground
So we never fall down again
And what it takes, I don't care
We're gonna make it, I swear
And we could help each other off the ground
So we never fall down again, again
I'll need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz everytime I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get my by
I'll need a little more help than a little bit
Like a perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by this time
I know it feels like the end
Don't wanna be here again
And we could help each other off the ground
So we never fall down again
And what it takes, I don't care
We're gonna make it, I swear
And we could help each other off the ground
So we never fall down again

TONGUE TIED by FABER DRIVE.

6AM.

i woke up.
awoken by an sms.

FUCKING TEXT.

so i peeped at my phone.
wondering if it was reuben,
cos no one else texts me so early luh.

nope.

it was MOE.
wow.

so i read on.
oh! my name!
what the fuck.

then i saw the school i was posted to.

OH MY FUCKING GOD.

all that was in my mind was that.
FTW.

and so i walked out to tell mummy the news.
cos she was gonna send my sister to school.

not much reaction.

went back to sleep.

couldnt fall asleep.
OMFG.

then i went to text reuben.
my head was like freaking pain.
was damn tired luh.

7 AM.

somehow managed to fall asleep.


8 AM.

woken up by my daddy.
who wanted to have a chat with me.

so while washing up and all that,
i hurriedly replied jon's text,
and received a phone call from lidia so chatted for awhile.

then i ran downstairs.
scared get scolded luh.

then my daddy was asking me why i like VJC so much.
and he hinted something about going there cos of a guy.
and i said, "NO. of course not."

seriously man, if i went to a school because of a guy,
that is 500% dumb.
and im not that dumb.

then he continued saying
"is there some senior you wanna get close to?"
and i said,
"erm. no?"

and duh,
he was talking about my best friend.
what the fuck.
omg.


10 AM.

finally finished talk.
and my daddy still thinks im in love with reuben or something.

and he keep asking if reuben is chasing me or something,
and was like telling me dont get attached in JC.

okayokay.
i kept nodding my head.
usual.
i heard all these like a million times already.


after that, i ironed clothes.
and my daddy still hasnt noticed the brown hair! xD

now im like so sleepy.

and i've lost all my appetite.
feeling so pissed.

thank god,
ian's talking to me right now and helping me to keep sane.


anyway,

REUBEN- i look at my ass in the mirror. try that too! look at your ass in the mirror! xD

COLIN- its not fake! i was just feeling emo that day.



Baby, I'm so into you
You've got that something, what can I do?
Baby, you spin me around, oh
The earth is movin, but I can't feel the ground
Every time you look at me
My heart is jumpin', it's easy to see
Lovin' you means so much more
More than anything I ever felt before


do i even have a heart now?
i only know im waiting for you.
i wanna see you again.
ahh, fuck. ._.
what am i thinking....

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far
I look around my room and everything
I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my handwe've got nothing left to prove
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

damn regret.
i'll try to forget....

♥ MEL
2:53 AM