Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away
And honestly,
I have been begging for answers
That you and only you can give to me
A voice crying loud
I've been crying for days now
And as I start to run,
I stop to breathe (And I was nearly scared to death)
And I was nearly scared to death (Why you left in paragraphs)
Why you left in paragraphs (The words were nearly over us)
The words were nearly over us
You stop and turn and grab your bags
And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice,
He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?
As hours move to minutes
And minutes take longer to break
I will be desperately awaiting
But my tongue won't fall apart
And we've been sitting here for hours
All alone and in the dark
So let me think of to word it
Is it too soon to say 'perfect'?
If I could find another thirty minutes somewhere
I'm sure everything would find me
All that's left is just to sing
And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice,
He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?
And you'll sing to me sweet until then,
I may never sail Virginia again
Alas this current moves slow for me, this much you must know...we'll meet again
And I'll, I'll have you know I'm scared to death
Tell me once again that you will love me till the death
And should I die, you swear that you will come for me
As I fade away, you reach out your arms (And please don't let me go)
And please don't let me go (And please don't let me go)
And please don't let me go
And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice,
He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?
YOU BE THE ANCHOR THAT KEEPS MY FEET ON THE GROUND
by MAYDAY PARADE
YESTERDAY.
i woke up feeling stupid,
as usual.
was listening to THE VERONICAS.
"i'm having a day from hell"
that's the first line of the song WHEN IT ALL FALLS APART.
cool song for a cool day eh.
yeah, seriously.
a day from hell,
my goddamned handphone spoilt.
so i had to use my sister's phone.
and all my contacts gone.
a huge sorry to weeb, ryan, haqeem and nesh.
you guys wished me happy birthday and i was like,
"thanks, who are you anyway?"
well,
the second line of the song is
"before you came"
where are you?
okay,
what the heck.
i'm seriously damn stupid right.
then,
i went to call LYDIA.
asked her if she was on her way over.
then began to prepare for her arrival.
my mummy cooked mian xian for me.
she said it was birthday breakfast,
must finish everything.
so, i did.
and i was so freaking bloated i could just go commit suicide luh.
damn.
anyway,
i walked out to my house bus-stop to pick lydia up.
and i was really surprised with the lovely pink box she gave me.
and inside were awesome stuff.
like the CHOCOLATE.
that was the best! =D
thanks dear!
so sweet of you. (:
we played wii for awhile before going to my room to play with soft toys and just chat.
quite sad we forgot to cam-whore.
HAH.
and then after that,
we left for lunch at compass point.
we met reuben at the female shoes section of metro xD
then headed for swensons.
lunch was lovely. (:
and we took couple of photos.
but as usual,
i look awfully weird. ):
LYDIA <3
OUR LUNCH.
baked rice.
the paper i'm holding is actually a tissue paper nicely decorated by lydia. (:
it says "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL"
awwww.... (:
i still have it in my bag leh! =D
REUBEN! =D
the free ice cream!
it's on the house 'cos it's my birthday =D
two photos taken by reuben xD
the funniest part was when lydia suggested i put three cheeries in my mouth and take photo.
like in the video "womanizer" where britney ate cherries on top of the guy.
and reuben had to suan me by saying i'm man-izer.
HAHA.
had a blast at lunch!
our lunch cost us about 31bucks.
which ain't that bad.
'cos it's three people eating. (:
after that,
we went NYP.
'cos AJC openhouse was closed already.
met IAN there.
my ahma got new haircut sia!
now cannot give him hairband already.
so, it was kinda best friends reunion.
THREE BESTFRIENDS pei-ing me go openhouse.
sweet huh. (:
then after walking around,
i got kinda tired.
so started to feel a lil emo.
so it's a little bit emo + my handphone spoil emo = QUITE EMO.
which kinda sucked.
'cos when ryan gave me birthday present,
i think my face was kinda black x=
not intentional!
but thanks for the present anyway. (:
it was quite interesting luh.
met a few other unexpected people.
and on the bus ride home,
i think i was extremely quiet.
and ian thought he offended me.
but nah,
dont worry luh, ahma.
i'm nice to old people.
but in the end,
at night,
don't know why we both emo-ed like crazy.
heh,
lucky got nice person pei me talk till my birthday was officially over. (:
was supposed to go newyorknewyork for dinner.
but my mummy suggested going to the country club instead.
so i was like,
anything luh.
emo also can't eat much.
and i hardly smiled too.
sheesh.
but there was some fun when we reached home and did cake cutting.
birthday songs are nice.
they kinda cheer me up in a way. (:
my cake so cute! (:
I LOVE MY PENGUIN SHIRT =D
HOPE MY WISH COME TRUE....
MY FAMILY,
who have been here for me,
always. (:
fell asleep at 1, i think.
was texting 7 people.
damn good finger exercise.
heh,
and haqeem and billy were the last to wish me happy birthday.
thanks anyway. (:
TODAY.
nothing much happened.
woke up at 9.
dreamt of the same person for 3nights in a row already.
DAMN.
and then had piano lesson.
which cheered me up a lil.
but was still kinda dead.
drank ALOT of water today.
maybe i drink alot of water when i'm emo?
after lesson,
i came online to blog and talk to a few friends.
i'm seriously damn tired.
but i can't fall back asleep.
i'm waiting for a miracle.
toodles!
p.s.:
the previous post consists of what happened on 7th and 8th.
those who read the post on the 7th,
i edited, added new stuff and re-posted on the 8th.
blogger's fault.
REPLIES TO TAGS:
lidia-- i don't think he reads luh. but the photos are damn hilarious! =D
esther-- it was just a dinner. don't suan me luh....
weeb-- haha, HELLO! MEL is nicer. but wei bin is a cute name luh!
yiling-- get well soon, a'ite? (:
Cause I've been waiting for a miracle
And I'm not leaving
I won't let you
Let you give up on a miracle
Cause it might save you
i was really glad to receive a birthday greeting from you.
the sms came late,
but i'm glad you didnt forget. (:
