There is an engine in my body With every beat it lets me breathe There is a machine within my body If I can keep up with the machine that's in my body I can do anything, be anything, see anything I can feel the beat within my body If I keep up with it could I catch myself?
The roads are wrapped around your waist They lead me place to place I take trips from hip to hip In fact I’ve made a career out of it I’ve always thought the left was your strongest side But when it comes to you now I can’t decide It’s only a matter of time I need the product of your fears in the form of tears It’s the only way I can survive It breaks my heart to see you crying baby It’s the only way I’ll stay alive Green eyes, blue skies Natural disasters when she cries Green eyes, they’re mine It’s only a matter of time Like the climate you never know what weather you get No denying you’re the habit that I can’t quit It’s only a matter of mine Rotating I’m shaking I hope you turn around in time Tide is changing I’m waiting But you and I are one of a kind I’ve been to both hemispheres over my short years I still can’t pick my favorite place The contour of your lips They match the continents And I still love the way that you taste
TIME by CUTE IS WHAT WE AIM FOR
last night couldnt fall asleep. was thinking about things. as usual.
well, but i can assure you i didnt get emo, unlike the usual 'think too much and hence have unnecesary emo thoughts' scenario.
i've learnt to take things coming as it is. i've learnt not to change people. i've learnt to not think about revenge and hatred. 'cos those are retarded and immature. screw those bastards who are childish and lame. i'm not going to do anything about it.
in fact, i really want to change my entire lifestyle. i ought to stop using the computer so much everyday. when school starts,
i'll probably be back to the 'go online once a week' thing. which is good.
also, i'm planning to improve my english. SINGLISH is a disease that is spreading thru me. almost every sentence i speak has singlish in it. well, i'll avoid those. (TEXTING NOT INCLUDED xD )
and next week seriously damn busy.
my itenary is interesting man.
MONDAY:
I CANT WAIT TO GO SHOPPING WITH AHMA TOMORROW (: fish & co! so excited man! but i seriously doubt i can finish my meal. so must force ahma to help me eat. 'cos he's such a glutton anyway. he eats soooo much everyday and still complain hungry! maybe thats how he grew so tall. but ahmas shrink as they grow older, someday i'll be taller than you! HAHA.
TUESDAY:
i have piano lesson in the morning. then afternoon no plans. but evening maybe going dinner with my friend. or maybe we'll be going out next week instead. 'cos he stay so far! ): and weeb, you didnt read all my posts, so you owe me ice cream!
WEDNESDAY:
hanging out with lidia, jonathan, yunming and haqeem we're going to sit down, have coffee and chat. quite cool. i miss all of them! (: and i really look forward to this day too!
THURSDAY:
this day isn't really confirmed yet. but i should be having lunch with either my girlfriends or my other friend.
blehhh.... hope they can make it! ):
FRIDAY:
lydia's coming over. we're probably gonna watch a movie, then head for AJC and NYP open house. ahma's coming along too. he better bring his walking stick if not too many people there, he might get trampled on. (HAHA. OMG! DONT KILL ME, PLEASE)
anyway, this post was supposed to be published about 5 hours ago, but i went out for dinner halfway. and it was nice. i almost finished the plate of chicken cutlet! i ate the coleslaw even! but in the end left all the fries i couldnt finish ): as usual ): pfffffffffft. ):
anyway, no idea how to fall asleep early tonight ):
toodles!
My whole world is the pain inside me The best I can do is just get through the day When life before is only a memory I wonder why God let me walk through this place And though I can't understand why this happened I know that I will when I look back someday And see how You've brought beauty from ashes And made me as gold purified through these flames
♥ MEL
1:20 AM
ME ♥
MEL THE GREAT ♥
how many great people on earth do you know?
MELMELMEL ♥
17yo.
09.01.1992.
pei chun public school. class of 2004.
cedar girls seconday school. class of 2008.
anderson junior college. class of 2010.
