You got me falling, through noticing, the little things you do
Putting a hold right over me
Funny as it seems, you make me dream
Doing the little things, those little things you do
Fade in, start the scene.
Enter beautiful girl.
But things are not what they seem,
As we stand at the edge of the world.
"Excuse me sir, but I had plans to die tonight.
Oh, and you are directly in my way.
And I bet you’re gonna say it’s not right."
My reply,
"Excuse me miss,
But do you have the slightest clue,
Of exactly what you just said to me,
And exactly who you’re talking to?"
She said, "I don’t care you don’t even know me."
I said, "I know but I’d like to change that soon hopefully.
Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion,
Of self conclusion in one simplified motion.
See the trick is that you are never supposed to act on it.
No matter how unbearable this misery gets."
"You make it sound so easy to be alive.
Tell me how am I supposed to seize this day,
When everything inside of me has died?"
My reply,
"Trust me girl.
I know your legs are pleading to leap,
But I offer you this easy choice.
Instead of dying living with me."
She said, "Are you crazy? You don’t even know me."
I said, "I know but I’d like to change that soon hopefully.
Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion,
Of self conclusion in one simplified motion.
See the trick is that you are never supposed to act on it.
No matter how unbearable this misery gets.
I would be lying if I said that things would never get rough,
And all this cliché motivation it could never be enough.
I could stand here all night trying to convince you,
But what good would that do?
My offer stands and you must choose."
"Alright you win but I only give you one night,
To prove yourself to be better than my attempt at flight.
I swear to God if you hurt me I will leap.
I will toss myself from these very cliffs,
And you'll never see it coming."
"Settle precious, I know what you're going through.
Because ten minutes before you got here I was gonna jump too.
Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion,
Of self conclusion in one simplified motion.
See the trick is that you are never supposed to act on it.
No matter how unbearable this misery gets."
SELF CONCLUSION by THE SPILL CANVAS.
im back to crazy cam whoring again.
and i've got this craze with taking emo photos.
got so many photos now.
everyday uploading on facebook.
what the heck.
here's the link:
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/profile.php?id=779949777&ref=profile
and today was fun!
went lidia's house in the morning.
and was attempting to put fake lashes.
BUT I WAS SUCH A LOSER AND SUCH A FAILURE.
and i swear xiaxue made it look so easy.
but i suck at it!
rawrr.
okay, then we kinda got bored at her house.
so we went over to city plaza.
and i didnt know theres direct bus from my house busstop to there!
the place is often called sleazy and ulu and whatever.
but well,
i found it okay luh.
not that scary.
and definitely not as frightening as peninsular.
after that, went tampines mall.
walk around.
then met JONATHAN.
haha, like kinda missed hanging out with him also luh.
last time i saw him was two days before my birthday.
okay, its quite long ago luh.
and i almost got away with his handphone and wallet in my bag! xD
HAHAHAHA. but he kinda "robbed" me.
anyway,
watched love matters.
the jack neo show.
wah, damn cool luh.
by the time movie ended was quite late.
so cool man!
i like staying out late.
but it wasnt that late luh.
about 7 plus?
and by the time i reached home was 8plus.
too tired to do anything.
but since im bored,
i came online to blog.
my eyes are like damn pain today.
fuck.
and fuck my stupid handphone bill.
i dont even call people using my handphone,
and they fucking said i exceed by an hour.
they should check their motherfucking system!
obviously got some error there
and those bastards didnt see carefully.
damn ass.
and heres a random zi lian photo.
look damn emo right?
took this photo yesterday.
thanks ian, for being understanding and listening.
its good that you're now immune to my emo-ing.
and thanks for always being there. (:
and sorry yunming, for being so fucking vulgar when i replied your texts. \=
and heres a photo of my hair!
hope i dont look ah lian luh.
i actually wanted purple! or light brown! sheesh!
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard
You hold me right here right now
i've made a self conclusion.
you're a bastard.
get a fucking life.
get out of my life.
