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STARRY NIGHT

Friday, January 23, 2009

You, you don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down


Maybe I'm wrong, you decide
Should've been strong, yeah I lied
Nobody gets me like you
Couldn't keep hold of you then
How could I know what you meant
There was nothin' to compare to
There's a mountain between us
But there's one thing I'm sure of
That I know how I feel about you
Can we bring yesterday back around
'Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I've let you down
But I know how I feel about you now
I'll bet it takes one more chance
Don't let our last kiss be our last
I'm outta my mind just to show you
I know everything changes
I don't care where it takes us
'Cause I know how I feel about you
Can we bring yesterday back around
'Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I've let you down
But I know how I feel about you now
Not a day passed me by
Not a day passed me by
When I don't think about you
And there's no movin' on
'Cause I know you're the one
And I can't be without you
Can we bring yesterday back around
'Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I've let you down (I've let you down)
But I know how I feel about you now
Can we bring yesterday back around
'Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I've let you down (let you down)
But I know how I feel about you now
But I know how I feel about you now
Yeah I know how I feel about you now


ABOUT YOU NOW by MIRANDA COSGROVE.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JyFtotnL-gk

yeah, i know how i feel about you now.

what the heck.
i feel so emo.
i cant cry,
i cant scream,
i cant hit myself.
SHIT.
i shouldnt emo luh.
i dont know whats wrong with me luh.
my eyes hurt.
my heart is heavy.
my mind is full of thoughts.
im thinking crazy things.
i wanna stop feeling like this.
i need answers.
i wanna know everything.
i wanna know what you think.
i wanna know what you feel.
i dont wanna drag things.
i dont wanna force things.
i dont know what i want now.
im confused.
who are my true friends?
who are the ones who can understand how i feel?
who are the ones who bother to try make me happy when im down?
who are the ones who will lend me a shoulder to cry on?
who are the ones who will appreciate me for who i am?
who are the ones who will give me advice and listen to me when im spilling my troubles?
i need a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on.
and i want someone to love and someone who loves me back,
but does that person know whats going on in my head?
we'll be friends for now, wont we?
i dont wanna rush into anything.
i dont wanna ruin the friendship we have now.
and i hope you're not mindgaming me.
that sucks.
i dont wanna be played.
i dont wanna be a fool again.
or maybe i already am?

and thanks REUBEN,
my dearest bestfriend,
for talking to me,
for being here for me,
for assuring you'll be there for me,
for making me smile,
for keeping me sane,
for understanding how i feel,
for helping me pray i'll get into VJ,
for being an awesome friend even though im quite a loser,
for cheering me up when im emo,
and for being my best friend!
i know this sounds mushy.
but yeah, i love you as a best friend kay!


Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

my favourite lyrics from OHIO IS FOR LOVERS by HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS:
So cut my wrists and black my eyes
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight or die
Spare me just three last words
i love you is all she heard
I'll wait for you but i cant wait forever

yes, i'll wait for you but i cant wait forever.
i hope i dont sound obsessive or possesive to you.

♥ MEL
3:51 AM